RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

((I lol'd at the donuts.))

-looks around at Mick-
Mick?
What...What are you doing here?
Why is he here? Why doesn't he hate me for what I did to him?

Mmm Brian...
-Looks down-
That'll do... I gotta do this now... I want you so bad...
-Kisses lips-
Are you sure you are ready for this?
-Gets into position and looks down at Brian-
-Kisses-
This feels so right. And we haven't even done anything yet...

-Walks towards slowly-
To stop you, of course.
No, actually I came out to buy Haribo, but you don't know that...
Zacky, don't do this! Please!
You can't do this to me Zacky, you are the only good thing going on in my life. I can't fucking loose you!

-has tears in eyes-
But. I already told you I didn't want you.
That I wanted Matt.
Don't you hate me for it?

*kisses back*
I've been ready for the past 8 years, Matty.
*kisses again*
Please just do it already...

Zacky wrote:

-has tears in eyes-
But. I already told you I didn't want you.
That I wanted Matt.
Don't you hate me for it?

No.
I could never, ever hate you Zacky.
You don't have to want me for me to still want you.
-Smiles sadly-

Brian wrote:

*kisses back*
I've been ready for the past 8 years, Matty.
*kisses again*
Please just do it already...

Just do it already?
-Smiles-
So romantic Brian.
-Laughs-
-Grips hold of Brian and lines up-
-Pushes in slowly-
-Lets out a low groan while filling Brian-
Ohh fuck...
-Looks at Brian-
You okay?

((Dude, third smex scene today. LOL.))

Micky wrote:

No.
I could never, ever hate you Zacky.
You don't have to want me for me to still want you.
-Smiles sadly-

-sniffles-
You are too good for me Mick.
After what I did to you, after what I did to Matt.
I don't deserve you, I don't either of you.
-bites lip-
I don't want to hurt you Mick, like I hurt Matt.
But, to be fair, he's hurt me in return. He really hit me where it hurt.
-starts to cry-
-wipes tears away with sleeve-

I know Zacky. And I'm sorry for what he has done to you.
-Looks up at-
Do you... wanna get down from there? So we can go back to mine or something and talk?
-Smiles up at-

I really really don't know what I'm gonna do Mick.
I have no where to go.
I have no one to live with, I'm homeless.
This is the best way.
-looks down at the water-
I'm sorry but this is the best way.
-bites lip-

Matty wrote:

Brian wrote:

*kisses back*
I've been ready for the past 8 years, Matty.
*kisses again*
Please just do it already...

Just do it already?
-Smiles-
So romantic Brian.
-Laughs-
-Grips hold of Brian and lines up-
-Pushes in slowly-
-Lets out a low groan while filling Brian-
Ohh fuck...
-Looks at Brian-
You okay?

((Dude, third smex scene today. LOL.))

[[We're SLUTZ.]]

*grips to Matt's back*
*lets out strangled noise*
Oh my... fuck...
*tries to calm breathing*
*smiles*
Okay, I'm good, I'm... fuck me, you're huge.

((So what are we gonna do tomorrow? Are we gonna go back to the normal-ness with Matt in hospital and such? I will probably be on in the morning, before 12. My mummy's being nice and driving me to Waterlooville. Yay. So yeah. What are we gonna do?))

Fuck, I'm sorry Brian...
-Moves lower and kisses lips-
-Laughs softly and begins moving hips, thrusting into Brian-
-Looks down at Brian dick-
You're not...
-Breathes-
...So bad yourself Haner.
-Smiles and strokes softly while searching for Brian's spot-
Come on... I want him to enjoy this as much as I am... where is it?

Zacky wrote:

((So what are we gonna do tomorrow? Are we gonna go back to the normal-ness with Matt in hospital and such? I will probably be on in the morning, before 12. My mummy's being nice and driving me to Waterlooville. Yay. So yeah. What are we gonna do?))

((Welllll me and you shall be out for a while.
Syn is never on on saturdays apparently. So... yeah. Hahaha.
I thought it was going back to normal time, this was only for today...))

Zacky, no it is not the best way.
-Sobs-
Please don't do this. I couldn't live without you. If you jump right now Zacky, I promise you I'll jump after you. You won't let us be together in life, then why not death?
-Smiles sadly-
Please don't do this Zacky... so long as you have me, you'll always have a home. Please Zacky...
-Wipes eyes from tears-
Please...

Zacky wrote:

((So what are we gonna do tomorrow? Are we gonna go back to the normal-ness with Matt in hospital and such? I will probably be on in the morning, before 12. My mummy's being nice and driving me to Waterlooville. Yay. So yeah. What are we gonna do?))

[[Well I'm out til about 2-3-ish. As per usual. My sister may end up being on til about 6. But yeah, back to Matt in hospital sounds like a scheme.]]

-looks down at-
Mick.
I... I didn't realise you felt so strongly for me.
-bites lip-
-looks down at Mick's outstretched hand-
-hesitates before grabbing it and pulling self down onto road again-
-breathes and hugs Mick tightly-
-whispers breathlessly-
Oh My God, what was I doing?!
God, I'm so stupid sometimes....

Matty wrote:

Fuck, I'm sorry Brian...
-Moves lower and kisses lips-
-Laughs softly and begins moving hips, thrusting into Brian-
-Looks down at Brian dick-
You're not...
-Breathes-
...So bad yourself Haner.
-Smiles and strokes softly while searching for Brian's spot-
Come on... I want him to enjoy this as much as I am... where is it?

Didn't mean to say that outloud.
*moans softly*
*grips tightly at back*
*pulls down into kiss*
This is Matt, not one of the random men, he'll kiss you, he'll touch you, he'll make you...
*pulls away*
*moans loudly*
Oh sweet fucking Jesus I forgot how good that felt!!!

-Smiles and hugs back-
I don't know Zacky... but I am so fucking glad you didn't do it.
-Looks at-
And I do feel strongly for you. SO very much strongly.
I told you that earlier Zack.
-Pulls away from hug-
Thankyou Zacky for not doing it.
-Smiles-

Brian wrote:

Zacky wrote:

((So what are we gonna do tomorrow? Are we gonna go back to the normal-ness with Matt in hospital and such? I will probably be on in the morning, before 12. My mummy's being nice and driving me to Waterlooville. Yay. So yeah. What are we gonna do?))

[[Well I'm out til about 2-3-ish. As per usual. My sister may end up being on til about 6. But yeah, back to Matt in hospital sounds like a scheme.]]

((And how shall we tackle this? OH! Maybe, in the morming, as it will only be me and Jo until 12ish. Zacky went for a walk cos he did feel a little off from the storm, got a call from the hospital about Matt on his cell phone. Didn't go back to wake up Brian because he is close to the hospital. Then goes in to see Matt. And it will be like the night it happened or something like 4am. Or Zacky was worried that Matt didn't come home so he went for a walk and... Meh. Thats an idea.))

Micky wrote:

-Smiles and hugs back-
I don't know Zacky... but I am so fucking glad you didn't do it.
-Looks at-
And I do feel strongly for you. SO very much strongly.
I told you that earlier Zack.
-Pulls away from hug-
Thankyou Zacky for not doing it.
-Smiles-

-grabs a hold of Mick's hands and squeezes gently-
I'm so sorry for scaring you.
I'm so sorry.
-rests head to Mick's forehead-
-shakes head against Mick's-
-whispers more to self-
I am so sorry.
-kisses Mick's lips softly-

Brian wrote:

Matty wrote:

Fuck, I'm sorry Brian...
-Moves lower and kisses lips-
-Laughs softly and begins moving hips, thrusting into Brian-
-Looks down at Brian dick-
You're not...
-Breathes-
...So bad yourself Haner.
-Smiles and strokes softly while searching for Brian's spot-
Come on... I want him to enjoy this as much as I am... where is it?

Didn't mean to say that outloud.
*moans softly*
*grips tightly at back*
*pulls down into kiss*
This is Matt, not one of the random men, he'll kiss you, he'll touch you, he'll make you...
*pulls away*
*moans loudly*
Oh sweet fucking Jesus I forgot how good that felt!!!

Bullseye.
-Smiles and kisses Brian again-
-Holds onto Brian and hits spot again harder-
-Moans loudly-
I... am glad I could bring that feeling back for you...
-Breathes heavily before pounding into again-
-Cries out from sensations-
-Leans down and kisses Brian again-

-Kisses back-
-Pulls away and smiles-
It's okay Zacky... I just... I am just glad you didn't do it, is all.
-Smiles and nods slightly-
-Holds onto hand and looks at-
You say you're homeless...
-Smiles sadly-
I'm sorry.
But you can stay with me if you want.
I... I want to be there for you, and to protect you.
-Smiles-

Zacky wrote:

Brian wrote:

Zacky wrote:

((So what are we gonna do tomorrow? Are we gonna go back to the normal-ness with Matt in hospital and such? I will probably be on in the morning, before 12. My mummy's being nice and driving me to Waterlooville. Yay. So yeah. What are we gonna do?))

[[Well I'm out til about 2-3-ish. As per usual. My sister may end up being on til about 6. But yeah, back to Matt in hospital sounds like a scheme.]]

((And how shall we tackle this? OH! Maybe, in the morming, as it will only be me and Jo until 12ish. Zacky went for a walk cos he did feel a little off from the storm, got a call from the hospital about Matt on his cell phone. Didn't go back to wake up Brian because he is close to the hospital. Then goes in to see Matt. And it will be like the night it happened or something like 4am. Or Zacky was worried that Matt didn't come home so he went for a walk and... Meh. Thats an idea.))

[[Yeah, that works.
I just have this image in my head of Matt waking up and going "I had a dream and you were there and you." then either Syn or Zacky slapping him upside the head because he's becoming a walking stereotype by quoting Judy Garland.]]

((LOL!! I gotta do it.))