RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Matt wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Matt wrote:

(( :affraid: ))

[What's directed that at?]

((Coby breaking out of prison. OH THE DRAMA! -Faints-))

[Haha, I know right? I need someway to create drama! Considering Frank's not a part of it, unless... -shifty eyes-]

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

-smiles-
Thank you Mattie
-huggles-
You're so warm.
-squeezes-

Ha, am I?
You're so soft....and warm...
-Cuddles-
So what do you wanna do for the rest of the day? Stay here? -Kisses tip of nose-
This?

Yeah.
Just stay here with me.
Or we can watch Tv, msn, read?
-laughs-

-Doesnt let go of-
-Kisses hair-
Zacky, we can do whatever you wanna do babe.
-Smiles-

[Gotta goooooooo, bye!]

((Frank can msn the bad news to Zacky. Get frank in it a bit more?))

Matt wrote:

-Doesnt let go of-
-Kisses hair-
Zacky, we can do whatever you wanna do babe.
-Smiles-

Msn then.
They're going to all wonder where I am.
-laughs-
-pulls out laptop from underbed and logs in-
-turns to Matt-
-smiles-

-Smiles-
You and your laptop. Ha.
You should talk to Mick, You know. He is your boyfriend... he doesnt even know.

Erm...
I don't think I could re live it.
Do you think...you could tell him?
I just want to try and forget.
Please?

Zacky wrote:

Erm...
I don't think I could re live it.
Do you think...you could tell him?
I just want to try and forget.
Please?

If you really want to then I will.
Of course I will :D
Zacky, what is going on between you and him? I mean, you dont act much like boyfriends... not like.... me... and Syn did at least and... I dont know, you dont seem to into him.
You just scared?

I'm not sure if I feel comfortable with him.
I mean, he's a great friend and everything but i just don't feel comfortable being around him, alone.
I don't know what is going on.

-Takes hand-
Zacky, maybe you just... not meant to be with him.
When you have a boyfriend who you love and know you are meant to be with, you just kinda know that he is the one, you know? And kissing and touching him comes naturally cos you love him so much and it is just what you wanna do all the time.
And you dont have that with Mick.
I dont think it is you. Its not that you aren't ready for it, it's the fact that it's Mick, I think. I dont think you want him as a boyfriend. I think you are only having him as a boyfriend cos you wanted a boyfriend, not him.
If that makes sense.
Sorry if it doesnt, I am just talking from experience...

Yeah.
To be honest all I really wanted was a boyfriend.
Someone I could say "Yeah, thats my boyfriend."
It made me proud in a way but now I just feel awkward all the time and slightly scared of him.

((AWW AT YOUR SIGGIE PICTURE!!! -huggles-))

You should break up with him then Zacky, seriously. If he isnt doing anything for you. You cant just go out with him for that reason.
-Pulls closer-
-Kisses cheek-
You need to be with someone you love.
-Strokes hair-

{{I know! Me too. I was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwness. LOL}}

I know but I don't know who does.
-sighs-
-rests head on shoulder-
Love is complicated...

Awwww
-Rests head on shoulder-
I would date you Zacky :D
Ha. And I am sure there is someone out there who will love you. Either who you meet or who you know already.
I mean, yeah, love is a complicated thing.
-Strokes hair-
You could fall in love with someone you never thought you could. Could be your best friend, a stranger or just some random person you know, but dont.
-Kisses cheek-
Why wouldnt anyone love you anyway? You're perfect.
-Smiles-

Wait, you would date me?
:suspect:

Zacky wrote:

Wait, you would date me?
:suspect:

-Realises what had said-
Well... yeah Zacky I would.
-Shrugs-

-smiles-
Really?
Cos...I would date you too Matt.
-blushes-

-Strokes face-
Really? You would?
And yeah I would. I mean, like I said, you are perfect.
-Kisses softly on lips-
Fuck, Didnt mean to do that

-grabs onto Matt's shirt-
-closes eye-
What am I doing?...
-pulls Matt deeper in the kiss-
Oh God, This feels so very nice...

-Closes eyes-
I really shouldnt..
-Kisses back softly then continues to kiss soft but passionately-
-Brushes hands through hair-
This....doesn't actually feel as wrong as I thought it would...
-Pulls away-
-Breathes-
Shit Zacky, I'm sorry...

Why are you sorry?
-runs hands through hair-
I was the one that deepened it.
Besides, I wanted it.

((



Frank really does love Gerard.
AW GERARD! SUCK IT UP! IT'S JUST A LOVE TAP! XDD))

You... wanted it?
And I am sorry for kissing you in the first place. I shouldnt have... It was... I dont know.
I am supposed to be your friend, I kinda pushed passed the barrier a little bit... I'm sorry.
-Hangs head-