RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

Zacky wrote:

Bu...But..But...you've being away from him for 8 fucking years.
You saw him today.
Thats not love!
Thats lust!! Believe me, I know.
-looks at Matt-
-shakes head-
I really thought you loved me.
I really thought I was worth fighting for.
Obviously not.
-bites lip and wells up-
-turns back and starts to walk away-
Fuck. Where do I go? We share a fucking house!

-Moans-
Zacky don't go...
-Closes eyes and clings to Brian-
I...
I don't know what to say.

Frankie wrote:

Matty wrote:

((My ears are bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeding!))

[[Mine too.
Let's not get these teen hearts beating faster, faster.
X.X]]

((I do not like that song. LOL.

And LOL Chloe, what's up with Ali posting an A7X promotion bulletin? LOL.))

[[
That could be quite amusing "You are banned from the forum for 2 days for appalling music taste.".
I'll behave. I'll just play Pantera and forget it was ever said.]]

Brian wrote:

[[
That could be quite amusing "You are banned from the forum for 2 days for appalling music taste.".
I'll behave. I'll just play Pantera and forget it was ever said.]]

((If you were TNT or something, you'd probably freeze people who made "Fall out boy and Panic rock man yerr" Boards or whatever. LOL.))

[[Heh heh heh...]]

-turns around-
I have just fucked up my entire life.
-blinks away tears-
I now have no where to live...
Mum won't take me in, Mick now hates me because I choose you...
-sniffs-
I have no where but...
Whatever... you have better things to do...
-turns away-

[[Time for me to go, bye everyone! =]]

It's up to you Matt.
If you want to sort things out with him, you know, I'd understand.
I mean, in a way he's kinda right, you haven't seen me for 8 years.
I don't want you to fuck up your relationship because you think you love me when you really just want to fuck me.
*smirks*
But to be honest, I kinda want you to just stay with me.
I'm sorry.
But, it's up to you.
Do what you think is right for you.
*smiles at*

Zacky wrote:

-turns around-
I have just fucked up my entire life.
-blinks away tears-
I now have no where to live...
Mum won't take me in, Mick now hates me because I choose you...
-sniffs-
I have no where but...
Whatever... you have better things to do...
-turns away-

Zacky don't be like this...
-Bites lip-
-Looks to Brian-
I'm sorry about the way everything turned out...
I'm so fucking sorry.
He always had a way to turn it all over on him. He cheated on me, and I caught him and now I am apologizing to him...
We can still be friends Zack.
-Smiles-
And who says you have to move out?

{{BYE}}

-Looks at Brian-
I... I have wanted you for... years. And fucking years. Ever since we were kids.
It's not about fucking you.
I just...
-Looks at Zacky-
I'm sorry Zack.
But I choose Brian.

Matt. You have one bedroom.
I somehow don't think I'm going to be sleeping with you in it.
-sighs-
Look. I'll be fine.
I'll just...
Hell. Who cares?...
-walks away from and doesn't look back-
-tries to fight tears back-

[[Bye Bree! :D]]

You... you do?
I...
*grins*
*hugs tightly*
Thank you, thank you so fucking much.
*kisses cheek*
*tries to fight back tears of happiness*
I love you so much Matty, I always have, I'm sorry I left, I...
*grins*
I love you.

-Watches Zacky leave-
-Closes eyes and clings to Brian-
It... was for the best. I know it was.
It had to be done.
-Nods-
-Looks at Brian-
-Smiles-
I love you too Brian.
-Wraps arms around and kisses properly-
-Strokes hair softly while deepening kiss-
-Closes eyes and thinks about how perfect this is-
-Pulls away-
I choose you Brian.
I love you and I always have.
-Smiles-
What is he gonna do with his family? Treat me the way Zacky treated Mick?
-Bites lip-

*smiles at*
Thank you Matt.
*laughs*
I... I actually feel happy for the first time in 8 years, I feel whole for the first time in 8 fucking years.
*smiles*
Cristina's going to hate me but fuck it, I don't care.
As long as I have you, I don't care about what anyone else thinks.

((I went on a little adventure to get a CO OP bag from the top of our fridge/freezer thing and almost hurt myself, but I climbed up and got the bag!

And then I realised there was one down on the side next to me. Grrr.))

-sits on house doorstep to Matt's-
Where do I go now?
I already told Mick my choice and he won't want me back, my mum won't take me back after the way I treated her. All my family hate me and all my other friends ditched me when I dated Matt.
...
Oh my God. I'm actually homeless.
-bites lip and cries into knees-
I can't believe I have fucked up my life like this.
The only good thing I had and I threw it all away. How could I be so stupid?
-cries harder-

Brian wrote:

*smiles at*
Thank you Matt.
*laughs*
I... I actually feel happy for the first time in 8 years, I feel whole for the first time in 8 fucking years.
*smiles*
Cristina's going to hate me but fuck it, I don't care.
As long as I have you, I don't care about what anyone else thinks.

-Takes hold of hand and squeezes-
I can't believe we let the eight years happen. We should have been together years ago.
-Smiles at-
So... you wanna go back to your place and finally be with a guy again? The way you should be?
-Laughs-

Zacky wrote:

-sits on house doorstep to Matt's-
Where do I go now?
I already told Mick my choice and he won't want me back, my mum won't take me back after the way I treated her. All my family hate me and all my other friends ditched me when I dated Matt.
...
Oh my God. I'm actually homeless.
-bites lip and cries into knees-
I can't believe I have fucked up my life like this.
The only good thing I had and I threw it all away. How could I be so stupid?
-cries harder-

((Yes, how can you be so stupid, HOW CAN YOU CHEAT ON MATT?!??!!
LOL.))

Matty wrote:

Brian wrote:

*smiles at*
Thank you Matt.
*laughs*
I... I actually feel happy for the first time in 8 years, I feel whole for the first time in 8 fucking years.
*smiles*
Cristina's going to hate me but fuck it, I don't care.
As long as I have you, I don't care about what anyone else thinks.

-Takes hold of hand and squeezes-
I can't believe we let the eight years happen. We should have been together years ago.
-Smiles at-
So... you wanna go back to your place and finally be with a guy again? The way you should be?
-Laughs-

You think I've actually been faithful to Cris?
Matty, why do you think she hates me having male friends?
*smirks*
*shakes head*
Sorry, that was the wrong answer, let me try again.
*clears throat*
I don't want to be with a guy the way I should be.
I want to be with you.
The way I was meant to be.
*grins*

-Smiles-
-Starts walking-
Well, I guess that's a good thing. Means you won't come the second I touch you.
-Laughs-
So... I'm guessing Cristina is going to hate me more than anything, huh?
-Grins-
I don't care if she hates me.
-Squeezes hand-
So long as you don't.

*walks with*
If it's any consellation, I always imagined they were you.
Or Antony Keidis but meh, we all need our fantasies.
*laughs*
I don't care about Cristina.
*shakes head*
She was... a one night stand gone wrong.
She was my faghag, she knew I was gay and one night when we were very drunk we ended up sleeping together.
Cue Brian's conception.
Her parents pressured us into getting married.
So we did.
She was fine with me being with other guys at the start, but then Brian came along. She wanted me to settle down with her and I did.
And I've been miserable ever since.
I can't count the amount of times I nearly left to find you.
*laughs*
She knows all about you so she's probably expecting all this.

-finishes packing up rucksack-
-grabs and puts over shoulder-
-grabs picture of Matt and Zacky together-

-turns around and throws across the room-
-watches it smash-
-wipes away fresh set of tears-
-looks at bedroom with cupboards open, clothes everywhere and broken pictures-
-sighs-
Bye Matt.
I love you.
-swings bag over shoulder and leaves bedroom-
-walks down stairs and grabs own keys-
-leaves on the doorstep-
-starts to walk down driveway-

[[Awww, I feel really sorry for Zacky.
Even though he is a triflin' ho.
Sorry too much Jerry Springer.
Speaking of, I saw my future husband on it last night.]]

Brian wrote:

[[Awww, I feel really sorry for Zacky.
Even though he is a triflin' ho.
Sorry too much Jerry Springer.
Speaking of, I saw my future husband on it last night.]]

((I don't know what to do with him!!!! Help!!!
Synyster Gates was on Jerry Springer?!))

-Smiles-
I'm sorry. I'm sorry to her. I can understand how she feels.
She just wants you to love her and your family.
-Shakes head-
I feel bad about breaking a family up like this. But... you weren't happy. And besides, this is YOU, I'd do anything to be with you even...
-Sighs-
Just... anything.
-Looks around-
Uhh... okay, so which one is your house?
-Smiles and looks at houses in street-
-Looks at Brian-
This feels so... strange. Like I am dreaming this. One of my fantasizes coming true. It can't be real, Brian can't love me and everything can't be working out... this is all too perfect...