RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

I hope you two become uncles some day.
-smiles at-
Well. Night Brian.
-kisses on the cheek-
I'm gonna go and post my letter to Mick.
-kisses Matt on the cheek-
Night Matt.
-grabs letter from table and walks out of living room-

You're exhausted and you've been up for four hours?
Are you okay?
You're not sick or anything?
*feels forehead*
*laughs*
Look at me, like a real mom.
*smiles*
You don't look great.

-Smiles-
Goodnight Zacky!!
-Watches leave-
-Looks at Brian-
I'm fine Brian.
-Smiles-
I just need to get some sleep, is all, I was up all night with Corey.
-Rolls eyes-
I'll be okay.

-grabs jacket and starts out the door-
I might as well get to the post box down the street.
That ones gets collections late at night, so maybe he might get it first thing tomorrow morning.
If I get attacked, I'll just scream.
-laughs to self-
-walks out of drive way and onto main street-

*smiles to self*
Sorry, flashbacks.
*leads upstairs*
Then we will make sure you get plenty of sleep tonight.
*smirks*
I want you well-rested for tomorrow.
You have to be fully awake to appreciate seeing our baby!
*grins*
*pulls into bedroom*
*squeals*
Wow, we're actually going to see it tomorrow!
*falls back onto bed*
*looks up at*
I can't wait.
*pulls jeans and shoes off*
*cuddles under cover*
You gonna come cuddle us, Daddy?
*smiles*

-Grins-
-Takes clothes off and stays in underwear-
-Climbs onto bed-
-Comes towards Brian and towards stomach-
-Kisses stomach-
-Smiles up at Brian-
I wanna cuddle it for the rest of my life.
-Looks up and kisses lips-
And cuddle you too.
-Smiles-
This is what my arms were made for. For cuddling.
-Laughs-
-Moves down and kisses stomach again-
Eek! We're going to see it!! Like... a picture and...
-Drifts off-

-walks up to post box-
-gets strange looks from some people passing-
It's a patch, get over it.
-sighs and stands by post box-
Well, this is it.
-checks envelope for right details, and checks for stamp-
-sighs and posts-
No turning back now.
-smiles to self and walks back home-
-passes cheap toy vending maching thing-
-stops and looks at-
A ring vender.
-smiles and puts in $1-
-turns and takes out ring in little box-
-opens box-
-laughs to self-
It's got Dutchees on it. Thats Mick's favourite Disney character.
-smiles and pockets ring box-

{{I'ma guessing Syn left. Haha.}}

-Sees Brian fallen asleep-
-Smiles-
Goodnight my prince.
-Kisses cheek and steps out of bed-
-Finds clothes and pulls on black top-
-Sorts out hair in mirror-
-Looks back at Brian-
I'll be back soon babe.
-Kisses cheek-
-Sneaks out of room and downstairs-
-Finds keys-
-Gets into car-
-Passes Zacky-
FUCK!!
Please say he didn't see me.
-Stops off in garage and gets a coffee-
-Drinks in car-
Wide awake. I'm gonna be wide awake...
-Nods and drives and enters club-

-spots Matt come in-
-smiles-
Matt! Come over here!
-waves over-

{{My mom really has it in for me, This is the third night in a row she is turning meh internet off early}}

-Smiles-
Hey Corey.
-Walks towards-
What's up?

-walks back up drive way-
Wait, where did Matt's car go?
-narrows eyes and walks into house-
-shuts door quietly-
-makes way upstairs-
-sees Brian and Matt's bedroom door closed-
-hears mumbling-
Maybe Matt's car is in the garage then.
-shrugs and walks into own bedroom-
-shuts door and strips down to boxers-

Matty wrote:

{{My mom really has it in for me, This is the third night in a row she is turning meh internet off early}}

-Smiles-
Hey Corey.
-Walks towards-
What's up?

Our other security guard's not on tonight.
-sighs-
Bastard got himself locked up for being drunk and disorderly.
Fuck!
-kicks chair-
You're gonna have to be three men tonight.
Sorry. You will be paid for it though.
-sighs-
How does....$2000 tonight sound?
It's a big night for us and I really need you.

-Widens eyes-
One... thousand... dollars?
-Blinks-
Fuck, I should just do this full time, pays a hell of a lot more than teaching..
-Nods-
Yeah sure, I can be three men at once.
-Smiles-
Erm, what do I have to do?

-hugs-
You are a fucking life saver.
-pulls away-
You just do what you did last night, yeah?
We just got a lot in tonight, like a stag night.
-rolls eyes-
I think you can handle it though.
The girls really like you.
-smiles and pats shoulder-

-walks past Corey and Matt-
Hey Matt.
-walks back up to bar-

See what I mean?
-laughs-
You'll have to tell me your secret.

-Grins-
I am probably the only guy who comes in here who don't leer at them, I suppose. Haha.
-Shrugs-
But yeah sure, I'll do what I did yesterday, of course, that was pretty easy.
Just... protect the girls.
-Smiles at-
Thanks Corey.

[[Helloooo. Tis Lily. Jo told me to come. Haha I'm not gonna RP though, cos I'd suck. Seeeriously. But hi. xD]]

-smiles at-
-pats Matt on the back-
Good man.
-smiles and looks over to door-
-sighs-
The fun begins.
-plasters on fake smile and walks over to group of 18 year old kids-
Welcome gentlemen.
How can we be of service to you this evening?

-Heads back to house-
Hey! What’s going on?
-Runs to house and sees many parked cars outside-
-Sees brother-

Mom. Something happened. They aren’t telling us.

-Looks around and spots dad who hasn’t seen in months -
Dad? What are you doing here? What’s going on?

Your mother.
-Shakes head-
She’s took a turn for the worse.

What do you mean?

I mean, she’s gonna be going away for a while.

Dad, I’m eighteen, you can tell me the truth.

-Sighs-
She attacked someone today son.
-Breathes-
They are fine, don’t worry.
They caught her. Took her in for some tests…. A few mental problems…

-Blinks-
I…
I should have known. This wasn’t the first time she has attacked someone…
-Looks at cuts from glass on arm-
-Sighs-
What does this mean Dad?

It means you and your brother will be coming to live with me for a while. I don’t live all that far away, just the state over…
I’m sorry Mick, for all the changing and moving, but I promise it will be better. I’ll look after you and your brother, and your mother will get the help she needs.
-Smiles at-
I’m sorry.

Dad. I… I don’t know what to say.
-Hugs-
Thankyou.
Thanks for letting us live with you.
Finally. You knew how crazy she was…
-Smiles-

I don’t have to live with my mom! This is great news!! I mean, I wish more than anything in the world I could move back to Cali and live with Zacky or something, but that’s never gonna happen, there is nowhere for me to stay, but living with my dad sure is a hell of a lot better than with my mom. My brother will be protected too. So that means I can leave whenever I want to live with Zack.
-Grins-

((Hey Lileh!!!
I am Jo. LOL, I play Mick AND Matt. Haha.
You should pop in every now and then and then START RPING!
LOL.
You'll be amazing at it, I know you will, you are great at writing, and it's not like you don't know bands. LOL.))

Corey wrote:

-smiles at-
-pats Matt on the back-
Good man.
-smiles and looks over to door-
-sighs-
The fun begins.
-plasters on fake smile and walks over to group of 18 year old kids-
Welcome gentlemen.
How can we be of service to you this evening?

-Smiles-
-Comes with and begins working-

((I gotta go like, now, so there shall just be a fastforward thing again.))

Matty wrote:

((I gotta go like, now, so there shall just be a fastforward thing again.))

((OK. But remember, even though Mick is leaving his house, HE MUST REMEMBER THE LETTER!! He'll get it tomorrow morning yeah?))

-looks at disney ring-
-sits crossed legged on the bed-
I can send this to Mick with his next letter.
That is if he wants to write back.
-bites lip-
I really want to do this...I know I do... I know we are young but I know what this is how I want to spend the rest of my life... with Mick.
Maybe not marriage. But surely a promise to each other.
Even though he did spend loads on the ring he brought me.
My one to him was $1 out of a vending machine.
-sighs-
I should stop worrying so much.
-pauses and looks up at mirror facing bed-
-touches face-
I will have to go to the hospital tomorrow to get my stitches taken out.
I swear my opitment was tomorrow.
Oh well.
I'm gonna have a bitching scar there.
-laughs to self-

-touches arms while asleep-
-smiles and rolls over in sleep-

((DREAM!!))

I walk along the sand drenched beach, the sun setting on the blanket of azure blue ocean. I look out onto it, thinking about how far he and I could swim out. So far, to an island where no one, or nothing could harm our true love. I cross my arms over my chest and tears prickle in my eyes and I think about him. He’s being gone for almost 6 months, we have being writing letters to each other, getting more romantic and learning so much more about each other. But we both knew that would never be enough.

As I’m about to turn away from the gorgeous sunset, I feel a pair of arms wrap around my waist. I gasp, thinking that it’s someone out to attack me again. But no, when I look around, my eyes are met with a pair of eyelined brown eyes, the ones I once fell in love with. My knees feel weak, my palms are sweaty, my throats gone dry and the tears are now falling freely.

Mick.

I gasp out. He’s returned. He’s come back to me. He turns me around him his arms and holds me. He holds me tightly like he is never going to let me go again and this time, I know that it’s for good. I close my eyes and sigh a breath that I feel like I have being holding since he left Southern California. I’m in no hurry to leave his arms, and he knows that, even if the tide is lapping out our ankles, he knows we are not moving.

I missed you.

He whispers into my ear. Blowing the hair away from my ear and making goose bumps prickle all over my body. Even though, the air is humid from the hottest day of the year passing, a cold shiver rushes though me like a runaway train. I take my head from his chest, getting a full look at him. He’s changed, but for the better. He looks happier, his eyes are brighter, his skin is like ivory and ever so smooth, his cheekbones are visible and his hair is black and a shocking shade of pink. I smile and he reflects that smile, now sporting two rings on one side of his mouth.

I wonder if he still kisses the same with those

I ask myself as my eyes scan over his lip. I bite my own as he leans forward. He still knows what I want. The connection hasn’t broken, if anything, it’s stronger. I close my eyes as the metal from both our mouths collide. A breath hitches in my throat as if his lips are made of red hot pokers. I pull myself closer as he continues to kiss me. Nothing else is needed. Just a kiss that we have both being waiting for since he left. The one kiss that shows that everything will be alright again.

He pulls away gently and his eyes flutter open. He’s blushing. And this makes me smile, I always love it so much when he blushes at our intimacy.

I love you.

I choke out still smiling. Tears are still falling from my green eyes but I let them, because he’s eyes are matching my own. Both letting the black bleed from our eyes, we just stare at each other, taking in the others features. I can tell he’s happy looking at me, he’s got the same cheeky smirk and the same blush adoring his thin cheeks.

I love you too.

He says. Finally together and unbreakable.

((Niiiice dream!))

4 hours later

-Walks into house with $1000 in pocket.
-Blinks while walking up stairs-
I can’t believe I got that much for just four hour work…
-Shakes head-
I don’t even think whores get that much.
-Grins-
-Runs upstairs and goes into bedroom-
-Smiles at Brian-
So fucking cute…
-Smells self-
Fuck, he’s going to smell the beer and cigarettes again…
-Groans and walks out of bedroom-
-Takes clothes off and steps into shower-
-Smiles and lets water wash over self and cleans self thoroughly-
-Comes out of shower and walks into bedroom-
-Slips into bed naked-
-Smiles and wraps arms around Brian-
Goodnight again babe. I love you.
-Kisses cheek-
-Falls asleep instantly while snuggling into Brian-

-Lays in bed-
-Smiles-
Only a few more nights left in this bed before I can finally get out of this fucking place once and for all..
-Sighs and lays on bed-


Hey Mick, there's a letter here for you...
*Passes to*


Thanks Dad.
-Smiles and opens-
-Whimpers when seeing who it's from-
-Whispers-
Zacky.

-Replies-

Hey Zacky!

Uhh, I don't think I can write much in this letter, I'm not even sure what I can write, but firstly, I understand about the phoning thing, I feel the same way. It was so fucking difficult to talk to you on the phone, pretend you were here when you weren't. I mean, it felt like you were here but I knew you weren't, and that was the part I couldn't handle.

I love you Zacky, you know I do. I wish I was there with you, holding you and kissing you just like I'm supposed to be. And I will soon, I'm sure of it.

Something has happened. My mom has gone away, I'm never allowed to see her again. Don't worry about it, I'm happy that it has happened. She was a danger to me, herself and my brother. I'm glad she's gone. Plus I'm gonna go live with my dad in the state over, which is good cos I like my dad a lot but he didn't want to get custody of us when he broke up with my mom, cos he didn't want to fight against my mom. But I am with him now and we are getting along just great.

So much fucking moving lately, but I don't care really, so long as I get away from my mom. Plus my brother will be safe with my dad, and I wouldn't mind so much leaving them to visit you every now and then.

You say Matt and Brian are okay with me moving there... Erm, you have absolutely no idea how much I want that. And it will be okay now too! Cos I'm not with my mom, and I wouldn't mind leaving my brother so much. That isn't the problem now, the problem is my dad. He is more protective than my mom, I don't think he'll come and let me live with some random people, which unfortunately, you, Matt and Brian are in his eyes. Even though you all are not just random people to me, more like the best thing that has ever, ever happened to me.

I love you all so much, and I wish I could come down there. I have earned enough for a plane ticket and everything, well, not for a return which is what I was working for, but for a one way instead, which is what I'd need. Ha, like I'd wanna see you and live with you but then wanna come back. It could be so fucking easy for be to come, it's just I don't know what my dad will say. I want to come, of course, more than anything in the world, come and stay with you forever.

I'm sorry Zacky, I'm sorry for everything. I wish I was with you now, and believe me, I could be. Well, soon at least. I don't know what you want though, I could persuade my dad, see what he says. Tell me what you think I should do, okay?

I love you so much Zacky, and I wish I was here right now. Just... watch Matt and Brian. How they are with eachother, and the whole baby thing... cos that will be you and me in years to come, I fucking know it will.

The only thing that kept me going while I'm here was the fact that I know I'm going to see you again. And the reunion will be fucking magical.

I love you Zacky.
And I can't write anymore, cos my dad is making me pack.
I'm leaving this house in a few days, but any mail that comes through here will be forwarded to our new address anyway.
Talk to you soon!

Love Mick xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

PS: Enclosed I have put a picture of me with my new hair. It's coloured just like you said would look good on me.

Love you again!! xx