RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

-watches Matt and Brian-
I wish I was doing what they are doing right now. Cuddling and being all cutesy with each other, with Mick.
I know. I just... thinking about myself as usual.
-laughs softly-
I'm sorry. I just...
-rubs face-
God. I just miss you liek crazy. I want...it doesn't matter.
No, it really doesn't matter. It's not always about sex and your cock you know Zacky!

Matty wrote:

-Smiles-
I think so. Haha.
-Kisses cheek back and eats pasta-
-Looks over and sees Zacky on the phone-
Hey Zack, do you want us to leave you to talk in private?

Just a minute Mick.
-covers mouth piece-
Erm... if wouldn't mind.
-whispers-
I kinda. Got some things to say to him.
Thanks Matt.
-goes back to talking on the phone-

-Smiles and rolls over on bed holding phone to ear-
What do you want Zacky? It always matters, this is you remember?
And what? Thinking about yourself? Zacky, you're the least selfish person I know.
Everyone here is nothing compared to you, I miss you so damn much, my brother keeps telling me to find someone else, but I just can't do that. Don't ever worry Zacky of that happening, cos seriously, it never will. I love you so fucking much.
-Sighs and closes eyes-

-Smiles at Zacky-
Yeah okay Zacky...
-Looks at Brian-
Where do you wanna go? Upstairs?

-sighs-
I know this is gonna make me sound really...horrible and like I only want you for one thing. Which is completely untrue.
But, I just want you so bad.
I'm sorry.
-bites lip-
I...I just want to feel your hands on me, and wanna feel my hands on you.
-rests head back and sighs-
Mick. If...if you can't get to me then...no. No. I don't mean that...Oh God.
-rubs eyes and sighs-
-breathes-

-Sighs-
Zacky, I don't think you are only after that. I totally know what you mean, I've gone so long without having you like... that and... yeah I want you too so bad, you have no idea.
-Listens to phone-
I can't get to you then...? What do you mean Zacky?
-Lays back on bed and plays with hair-

I don't know what I'm saying.
-laughs-
I don't even know what I mean in my head.
I just...
-sighs-
If you wanted to date someone else while you were away from me, I wouldn't mind.
I mean, I can't expect you to be lonely and isolated. I mean, I may not even see you again...
-bites lip and tries to stop tears falling-
I don't mean this. It would kill me to know that he was dating someone else. But I have to stop thinking about myself.
-sighs shakily-

He wants to be alone... we had better leave soon...
-Pulls Brian off of sofa-
-Grabs plate of food in hand-
-Smiles at Zacky-
-Whispers-
Clean up any mess you make!
-Laughs-
-Holds Brian's hand and makes way upstairs-

Zacky wrote:

I don't know what I'm saying.
-laughs-
I don't even know what I mean in my head.
I just...
-sighs-
If you wanted to date someone else while you were away from me, I wouldn't mind.
I mean, I can't expect you to be lonely and isolated. I mean, I may not even see you again...
-bites lip and tries to stop tears falling-
I don't mean this. It would kill me to know that he was dating someone else. But I have to stop thinking about myself.
-sighs shakily-

-Frowns slightly-
Zacky, I couldn't ever date anyone else!! Not while I am still in love with you!! And I don't think I could ever stop loving you. I'm sorry.
And don't think like that, it's the only thing that is keeping me going right now, our reunion. We will see eachother again! I know we will!

Mick.
I don't want you to be with anyone else, I just, I don't want you to be lonely.
I couldn't live with myself if I was making you unhappy.
-breathes-
I love you.
Thats all I know.
I just, I miss you and I guess I'm just trying to think of whats best for you.
-gets up from floor-
-picks up phone receiver and carries to couch-
-puts on table and sits on couch-

-Smiles sadly-
I know. I understand.
But I know this isn't it for us. I can move back there soon enough, and everything will be okay. We'll be together.
Plus I have been working nights at Chuck N Cheese. I hate it, but the pay is okay I suppose. I am saving all my money for a ticket to California so I can come and visit you for a while. I already have a bit of money saved, so it won't be long.
-Smiles-
I miss you too Zacky. But I don't want to get over you. I love you too much to want to try and forget about you.

I feel sorry for the poor kid.
Being so far away from the guy he loves.
*sighs*
*sits on bed*
How much is a ticket to Florida?
Surely we can afford to send him up there for a few days.
Or get Mick down here.

Please make it soon.
-smiles-
You really do love me, don't you?
-pauses and smiles to self-
Sorry about this emo-ness.
I thought I was getting over the fact that you weren't here.
I guess hearing your voice does that to me.
Not make me cry.
-laughs-
Just makes me remember how much I miss you and want you here.

I know what you mean.
-Sits next to-
I have already tried. Zacky refuses to take any money off us for this. He wants us to save it for the baby.
But I'm sure they'll find a way to meet up. I mean, they're Mick and Zacky. The younger version of Matt and Brian.
-Laughs-
I'm sure it'll turn out okay for them. I mean, it has to.

I'll make it as soon as I can, okay?
And don't worry about it, you can be emo if you wanna. Haha.
-Sighs-
You have no idea how much I miss you and wish I was with you right now.
-Smiles optimistically-
But I guess at least I'm talking to you on the phone, I guess that's better than not at all.

Yeah.
Maybe they'll hitchhike to see each other?
Oooh that's an idea, road trip!!!
We could take Zacky up there!
Then, like, bring Mick back here for a week or something and get him to fly back or...
But then there's the whole doctors appointments and shit with the baby.
*sighs*
There has to be some way to do it!

Thats true.
-smiles-
Even though I have missed you a couple of times.
Did you get my messages?
-remembers the letter-
I got your ring.
-bites lip-
Is there a story behind it or did you just give it to me?

-Smiles-
We'll get them to eachother somehow.
But yeah, we can't do anything soon with this whole baby thing. I mean, I could drive Zacky, but there is no way I am leaving you.
-Laughs-
I don't know, but we'll find a way, I know we will.
-Shrugs-
And hey, who knows? Mick might have a plan, who knows what they are talking about on the phone right now. Haha.

-Laughs-
Isn't it obvious? I gave it to you cos I wanted you to know I hadn't and wasn't trying to find someone else, and I still loved you and I still want to be with you and I still believe that one day we will be together.
-Sighs-
We just have to wait a while, is all.
And I did get your messages. I can't just randomly phone you though, that's the thing. My mom would kill me. But lately she has run out on me during the night after an argument with me about moving back.
-Laughs softly-
That seems to be all I talk about in my family. Moving back.
Haha.
But yeah, she is always mad at me, so I can only call when she goes out. Like now. Haha, she'll be out all night.
Soooooooo...
I have as long as possible on the phone. The only time I'll have to go is when I fall asleep. Haha. So I guess you're in charge of this call, cos it's Brian and Matt's phone, right? I don't wanna run up a big phone bill.
-Bites lip-

Piss them off. That'll work.
-laughs-
And I love the ring, I'm wearing it right now.
-looks at hand and smiles at ring band-
I kinda have an arrangement with Matt and Brian....
I'm not telling him that! He might not wanna do anything on the phone then!
I basically, had to go shopping with Matt so I could be on the phone with you all night if I wanted.
Great lie.
So, what do you wanna talk about? Or...do on the phone?
-bites lip-

I don't think I could deal with you being away that long either.
*kicks air*
Why is this so difficult? I hate seeing Zacky so upset and I can imagine Mick's feeling the same.

-Smiles sadly-
I know. But they'll be okay, I know they will. And if Mick and Zacky don't have some kinda plan to meet up, I'll find a way myself, okay? Buy Zacky's ticket without telling him so he can't say no to it or something.
-Shrugs-
I don't know.
I just want them both to be happy. I could imagine what it was like if I had to be torn away from you when I was their age, even if it was for a few weeks...
-Laughs-
Like that time I went on that holiday camp with my parents. Haha, ended up calling you for hours every night and running up our phone bill.
-Shakes head-
Fuck, my mom was maaaaaaaaaaad.
-Laughs-

-Grins-
Do? What do you propose Zackary?
-Laughs-
Play twister again? Haha.
And yay! That's awesome, more time to talk to you. Haha.
And yeah, I thought you might like the ring. I saw it and literally cried out your name in the shop and spent all my money on it. Haha.

And then you had to get that shitty job to pay for it, haha.
Yeah, I remember that.
To be fair though, $731.48 is kind of excessive.
*smiles*
Even for us.
I'm sure they'll be fine. I mean, they're us, right?
We'd have made it through this, so will they.

Phone twister?
Erm...
-laughs-
Really. Aww baby, I hope it didn't cost you too much.
Cos now, I'm gonna have to go out and get you something.
Or, pierce something for you when you get back.
-laughs-
I propose...
Erm...
Phone sex?
-slaps forehead-
That sounded great. Well done.