RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

Matt wrote:

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:: ((I am sure it's not like that, I mean, with the DVD, it isn't really their fault. It was our stupid stores, and with the tour they had a reasonable excuse. You can't just give up on them because of this, the DVD will be out in a few days here, which isn't really their fault, like the band's itself. well, I don't know. This is one of your favourite bands, right? And the DVD and CD will come out soon, and then a tour. They keep letting us down but like, I'm so sure they don't do it purposely. i guess, just think of all the good things about A7X and hopefully it will make them still be your favourite band. Don't give up on them like this!))

[[Bitch, you're nearly at 6000! Besides the point.

I don't think it's A7X in general to be honest. I think more than anything now it's the fact I'm disappointed again. Everytime I'm really looking forward to something, I'm disappointed. I've had it. I mean, I wasn't looking forward to my sister's theatre performance last night and I really enjoyed it, same with Harry Potter. But I was really excited about finding this Antonio Banderas film I'd been searching for for 6 years and then got an e-mail saying it was sold out. I think part of me's just trying to stop me getting my hopes up so much so that I won't be let down so easily. *sigh* I still love them, I'm just upset at the moment. I need to cry but I do that and I'll just get people in my house mocking me and I'm not in the mood.]]

((6000! <- Jo is lame.

((Yeah it makes kinda sense. But... this DVD will be out in a few days, will you still get it? It might make you feel so much better, I mean, you aren't completely disappointed, it's not like it's gonna come out at all, right? And you can cry. Even though that sucks with your family mocking you for it. Well, just... do whatever you usually do to make yourself feel better. And make sure you feel better soon, I don't like it when you're sad :( And... I don't know, you can just let it all out and hopefully things will get better =)))

[[*laughs* Do what I usually do? That'd be listen to A7X.

I suppose when I balance it out, they've done more for me than they've ever done to upset me. I mean, without them:

I'd have no hobbies.
I'd still be bothered about what people think of me.
I'd still be listening to crappy little scene bands because I wouldn't have been exposed to Metallica, GNR, Pantera, Motley Crue etc. (Well, as much.)
I'd have more money (haha)
I'd still think that I'd never be able to achieve anything because my family don't believe I can.
I'd still be too afraid to get my tattoos and piercings.
I'd still be frightened, nervous, wimpy little Vanessa. Instead of bright, bubbly, fun, metalhead Vee.

They've done so much for me, so it's kind of a blow when I get disappointed, y'know? Ah well... they're still them. They'll be here eventually and I'll personally kick their asses for not being here more often. I'm just having a bit of a crappy day.

I'm putting this down to the fact I really could have done with that yesterday after Sunday. I mean, we saw Harry Potter, yeah? The last Harry Potter film was out when my mum was sick. She had to go for chemo the day after. She was saying on Sunday that she didn't know if she was going to be around for this one. It was the only time throughout her whole ordeal that she'd been completely able to switch off and forget about the fact she was ill. Then my parents and sister were watching a TV show and one of the characters had the same cancer that my mum had had and everyone was kinda welling up over that. I could really have done with the DVD to cheer me up, to make me forget about everything, y'know?]]

Matt wrote:

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:: ((You can be a fan if you are from England. And you have been, and it's been fine. Even though they cancelled once and didn't get the DVD in on time. I mean, could be worse, you could be living in Africa or something. And damn, do you really think you are going to stop loving them? But... what about the music? Which is, you know, the most important thing, you still like that, right?))

[[Oh God, I still love the music. I'm not one of those fans who just... stops because of that. I'm just feeling let down because I've been so dedicated and so passionate. And they canceled twice. In one year. Rescheduled dates didn't come any closer than Nottingham - which is a three hour bus ride from me. When you're scared of being in strange places, that's a bit shitty.

I dunno, I'll just bitchslap them next time they're here.]]

((Yeah exactly, when we meet them, we are allowed to slap them for this. And they needta make it up to us somehow ;) Haha. And I knew you weren't someone like that, but come on, their next tour has gotta be kickass to make up for everything. And if it not, and we meet them we are allowed to slap them again. -Nods- How do you feel about them now? Like, angry, disappointed, meh, whatever?))

[[It fucking better rule. Or I'll take Syn into the back of the bus and I'll punish him myself ;). Heehee. And I've seen their security guard, I could kick his ass. No really, he's about as built as Jimmy. So I can easily get to him.

I just kinda feel a bit blah in general. I mean, I don't feel excited about anything today but... I dunno, I don't feel angry at them anymore. I just want the DVD now.]]

Quote :: [[*laughs* Do what I usually do? That'd be listen to A7X.

I suppose when I balance it out, they've done more for me than they've ever done to upset me. I mean, without them:

I'd have no hobbies.
I'd still be bothered about what people think of me.
I'd still be listening to crappy little scene bands because I wouldn't have been exposed to Metallica, GNR, Pantera, Motley Crue etc. (Well, as much.)
I'd have more money (haha)
I'd still think that I'd never be able to achieve anything because my family don't believe I can.
I'd still be too afraid to get my tattoos and piercings.
I'd still be frightened, nervous, wimpy little Vanessa. Instead of bright, bubbly, fun, metalhead Vee.

They've done so much for me, so it's kind of a blow when I get disappointed, y'know? Ah well... they're still them. They'll be here eventually and I'll personally kick their asses for not being here more often. I'm just having a bit of a crappy day.

I'm putting this down to the fact I really could have done with that yesterday after Sunday. I mean, we saw Harry Potter, yeah? The last Harry Potter film was out when my mum was sick. She had to go for chemo the day after. She was saying on Sunday that she didn't know if she was going to be around for this one. It was the only time throughout her whole ordeal that she'd been completely able to switch off and forget about the fact she was ill. Then my parents and sister were watching a TV show and one of the characters had the same cancer that my mum had had and everyone was kinda welling up over that. I could really have done with the DVD to cheer me up, to make me forget about everything, y'know?]]

((Listen to A7X then!
And exactly, they have made you a better, stronger person, right? So it is definitely a good thing. Don't change and go back to who you were because of this. I like the Vanessa I know now! -Pokes-
And it would have been perfect for the DVD actually to of came out when it was supposed to, to cheer you up. When are you getting it? Betwen 3-5 days? I guess it's not that bad. HMV told me a week. But my dad is getting it from another country, so whatever. And I am sorry about all that, I really am, but she is here and okay right? So that's the good thing, and the DVD shall be out soon, and you can buy it, and even though it is late, it can cheer you up. Plus kick the shit out of A7X when they finally come here. Which is always fun. Haha))

Quote :: [[It fucking better rule. Or I'll take Syn into the back of the bus and I'll punish him myself ;). Heehee. And I've seen their security guard, I could kick his ass. No really, he's about as built as Jimmy. So I can easily get to him.

I just kinda feel a bit blah in general. I mean, I don't feel excited about anything today but... I dunno, I don't feel angry at them anymore. I just want the DVD now.]]

((It had better after all of this. Haha. And yay for wimpy security guard!
And it should get better, it must do, right? Are you still meh about the interviews and stuff you are watching? And if I could walk to America and find Syn and fly him back here to personally give you the DVD, I would. Haha))

Matt wrote:

Quote :: [[*laughs* Do what I usually do? That'd be listen to A7X.

I suppose when I balance it out, they've done more for me than they've ever done to upset me. I mean, without them:

I'd have no hobbies.
I'd still be bothered about what people think of me.
I'd still be listening to crappy little scene bands because I wouldn't have been exposed to Metallica, GNR, Pantera, Motley Crue etc. (Well, as much.)
I'd have more money (haha)
I'd still think that I'd never be able to achieve anything because my family don't believe I can.
I'd still be too afraid to get my tattoos and piercings.
I'd still be frightened, nervous, wimpy little Vanessa. Instead of bright, bubbly, fun, metalhead Vee.

They've done so much for me, so it's kind of a blow when I get disappointed, y'know? Ah well... they're still them. They'll be here eventually and I'll personally kick their asses for not being here more often. I'm just having a bit of a crappy day.

I'm putting this down to the fact I really could have done with that yesterday after Sunday. I mean, we saw Harry Potter, yeah? The last Harry Potter film was out when my mum was sick. She had to go for chemo the day after. She was saying on Sunday that she didn't know if she was going to be around for this one. It was the only time throughout her whole ordeal that she'd been completely able to switch off and forget about the fact she was ill. Then my parents and sister were watching a TV show and one of the characters had the same cancer that my mum had had and everyone was kinda welling up over that. I could really have done with the DVD to cheer me up, to make me forget about everything, y'know?]]

((Listen to A7X then!
And exactly, they have made you a better, stronger person, right? So it is definitely a good thing. Don't change and go back to who you were because of this. I like the Vanessa I know now! -Pokes-
And it would have been perfect for the DVD actually to of came out when it was supposed to, to cheer you up. When are you getting it? Betwen 3-5 days? I guess it's not that bad. HMV told me a week. But my dad is getting it from another country, so whatever. And I am sorry about all that, I really am, but she is here and okay right? So that's the good thing, and the DVD shall be out soon, and you can buy it, and even though it is late, it can cheer you up. Plus kick the shit out of A7X when they finally come here. Which is always fun. Haha))

[[Well they said it'd be in within the next few days. I think I'm just gonna piss off my HMV and ring them everyday to ask if it's in. Consider that payback for them not calling me and telling me it wouldn't be there - which they were supposed to do. I think I'm just having a bad day, yeah? I mean, I've been so upbeat for so long, I was bound to have a few day days.

And thanks, Jo. You've really helped me put all this into perspective. *hugs*
Right, where's Syn? He needs an apology ~~hump~~ hug.]]

Matt wrote:

Quote :: [[It fucking better rule. Or I'll take Syn into the back of the bus and I'll punish him myself ;). Heehee. And I've seen their security guard, I could kick his ass. No really, he's about as built as Jimmy. So I can easily get to him.

I just kinda feel a bit blah in general. I mean, I don't feel excited about anything today but... I dunno, I don't feel angry at them anymore. I just want the DVD now.]]

((It had better after all of this. Haha. And yay for wimpy security guard!
And it should get better, it must do, right? Are you still meh about the interviews and stuff you are watching? And if I could walk to America and find Syn and fly him back here to personally give you the DVD, I would. Haha))

[[Given up with the interviews. Seen 'em all before anyway.

:o I KNOW WHO'S FAULT IT IS! IT'S MICHELLE'S FAULT! SHE'S TRYING TO GET ME TO HATE SYN SO I WON'T STEAL HIM FROM HER!!! HAHA! NICE TRY!]]

((Well, it was about time I helped you with something, after all you have done for me and my friends. And...
DAMMIT Emma just text me and i got off my bed quick and put my foot into my bowl of Spring Vegetable Soup that was on the floor =(((( AHH! Luckly, I was done with it and there was only a little bit left. <- Random, but true. Haha.
And Yes piss of HMV. I am pissing off my dad making him do all this, he likes A7X though and would probably wanna watch it ~~and make comments about the attactiveness of the members -shivers-~~ And yeah, bad days are needed every now and then or else it is just not natural. And Haha, where are they right now anyway, Japan? I should *force* my dad to get 4 tickets, one for me, you, chloe and emma to cheer us alllll up off Ebay and get a plane ticket even though me and Chloe are scared of planes like NOW and take us there. -Nods-))

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:

Quote :: [[It fucking better rule. Or I'll take Syn into the back of the bus and I'll punish him myself ;). Heehee. And I've seen their security guard, I could kick his ass. No really, he's about as built as Jimmy. So I can easily get to him.

I just kinda feel a bit blah in general. I mean, I don't feel excited about anything today but... I dunno, I don't feel angry at them anymore. I just want the DVD now.]]

((It had better after all of this. Haha. And yay for wimpy security guard!
And it should get better, it must do, right? Are you still meh about the interviews and stuff you are watching? And if I could walk to America and find Syn and fly him back here to personally give you the DVD, I would. Haha))

[[Given up with the interviews. Seen 'em all before anyway.

:o I KNOW WHO'S FAULT IT IS! IT'S MICHELLE'S FAULT! SHE'S TRYING TO GET ME TO HATE SYN SO I WON'T STEAL HIM FROM HER!!! HAHA! NICE TRY!]]

((YES EXACTLY! IT IS ALL HER FAULT! WE MUST... EAT HER?! LOL
-Cleans soup bowl/foot up-))

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[[YES! YES WE SHOULD! I think they're in America at the moment. And I hate flying too, so we'll all be flying and freaking out, haha.

How's she doing? Okay obviously if she can text.

Ahhh... there we go, final nail in the bad day coffin. My sister performed last night and got a card from my grandma - a congratulations card. All I ever get is a "Why haven't you got a job?!" letter and all that shit. When I used to perform on stage, I got praise. Then I hit 16, dropped out of college and became a bad person. I get crap from her everytime I see her. I mean, she's my grandma and I love her but she doesn't half know how to make me feel bad. Like, I'll get some food AT LUNCHTIME and she'll shake her head and make tutting noises. Now A7X are making me feel better. *hugs them*]]

Matt wrote:

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:

Quote :: [[It fucking better rule. Or I'll take Syn into the back of the bus and I'll punish him myself ;). Heehee. And I've seen their security guard, I could kick his ass. No really, he's about as built as Jimmy. So I can easily get to him.

I just kinda feel a bit blah in general. I mean, I don't feel excited about anything today but... I dunno, I don't feel angry at them anymore. I just want the DVD now.]]

((It had better after all of this. Haha. And yay for wimpy security guard!
And it should get better, it must do, right? Are you still meh about the interviews and stuff you are watching? And if I could walk to America and find Syn and fly him back here to personally give you the DVD, I would. Haha))

[[Given up with the interviews. Seen 'em all before anyway.

:o I KNOW WHO'S FAULT IT IS! IT'S MICHELLE'S FAULT! SHE'S TRYING TO GET ME TO HATE SYN SO I WON'T STEAL HIM FROM HER!!! HAHA! NICE TRY!]]

((YES EXACTLY! IT IS ALL HER FAULT! WE MUST... EAT HER?! LOL
-Cleans soup bowl/foot up-))

[[She's an evil succubus. So we have to sing her song backwards to destroy her!!!]]

Brian wrote:: [[YES! YES WE SHOULD! I think they're in America at the moment. And I hate flying too, so we'll all be flying and freaking out, haha.

How's she doing? Okay obviously if she can text.

Ahhh... there we go, final nail in the bad day coffin. My sister performed last night and got a card from my grandma - a congratulations card. All I ever get is a "Why haven't you got a job?!" letter and all that shit. Even when I used to perform on stage, I got praise. Then I hit 16, dropped out of college and became a bad person. I get crap from her everytime I see her. I mean, she's my grandma and I love her but she doesn't half know how to make me feel bad. Like, I'll get some food AT LUNCHTIME and she'll shake her head and make tutting noises. Now A7X are making me feel better. *hugs them*]]

((Okay, AMERICA IT IS THEN! Haha, my dad probably would anyway, he usually does anything I ask, cos he kinda has to, cos my mom'll make him. LOL.
And she is fine. She... I was with her most of the night and it was just funny and we were laughing hard and stuff. But she did actually wanna die when she took 18 pills (she said 18 at first, and then told me ten, but yesterday she told me she only said she took ten to make me feel better. That was when i dragged her to my house and made my mom take her to the hospital) her sister is with her now. But she is refusing to tell her parents. She is fine, like, ill-wise. But not otherwise, cos she says she would take the pills all again if she could, so that definitely needs to be looken after. Plus, there is the part that me and my mom and the doctors dont get. She told us why, but it seriously isnt really a good enough reason, I mean, she even said that. That she wanted to die, but she didnt know why cos there wasnt that big a reason, so the doctors/my mom thinks it something to do with just problems like mental or something that is helping it. Her mom and her nan both have mental problems, I think. I dont know... I just hope she is okay.
And that sucks about your grandma. And what the hell? You never became a bad person!!! You're a very good person -nods insanely- And I guess that's what grandparents are like, Chloe can tell you. I never see mine, so I am good, I guess. Just try not to let it all get you down even thought it's a lot. Just... I would recommend Bert juice, cos it makes me happy, but you don't drink it =( Haha. And yay for them making you feel better!))

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:

Quote :: [[It fucking better rule. Or I'll take Syn into the back of the bus and I'll punish him myself ;). Heehee. And I've seen their security guard, I could kick his ass. No really, he's about as built as Jimmy. So I can easily get to him.

I just kinda feel a bit blah in general. I mean, I don't feel excited about anything today but... I dunno, I don't feel angry at them anymore. I just want the DVD now.]]

((It had better after all of this. Haha. And yay for wimpy security guard!
And it should get better, it must do, right? Are you still meh about the interviews and stuff you are watching? And if I could walk to America and find Syn and fly him back here to personally give you the DVD, I would. Haha))

[[Given up with the interviews. Seen 'em all before anyway.

:o I KNOW WHO'S FAULT IT IS! IT'S MICHELLE'S FAULT! SHE'S TRYING TO GET ME TO HATE SYN SO I WON'T STEAL HIM FROM HER!!! HAHA! NICE TRY!]]

((YES EXACTLY! IT IS ALL HER FAULT! WE MUST... EAT HER?! LOL
-Cleans soup bowl/foot up-))

[[She's an evil succubus. So we have to sing her song backwards to destroy her!!!]]

((LOL! Hahah okay then, why not? I'ma guessing you are still :twisted: with Syn? Don't like, not like him anymore. Haha))

Matt wrote:

Brian wrote:: [[YES! YES WE SHOULD! I think they're in America at the moment. And I hate flying too, so we'll all be flying and freaking out, haha.

How's she doing? Okay obviously if she can text.

Ahhh... there we go, final nail in the bad day coffin. My sister performed last night and got a card from my grandma - a congratulations card. All I ever get is a "Why haven't you got a job?!" letter and all that shit. Even when I used to perform on stage, I got praise. Then I hit 16, dropped out of college and became a bad person. I get crap from her everytime I see her. I mean, she's my grandma and I love her but she doesn't half know how to make me feel bad. Like, I'll get some food AT LUNCHTIME and she'll shake her head and make tutting noises. Now A7X are making me feel better. *hugs them*]]

((Okay, AMERICA IT IS THEN! Haha, my dad probably would anyway, he usually does anything I ask, cos he kinda has to, cos my mom'll make him. LOL.
And she is fine. She... I was with her most of the night and it was just funny and we were laughing hard and stuff. But she did actually wanna die when she took 18 pills (she said 18 at first, and then told me ten, but yesterday she told me she only said she took ten to make me feel better. That was when i dragged her to my house and made my mom take her to the hospital) her sister is with her now. But she is refusing to tell her parents. She is fine, like, ill-wise. But not otherwise, cos she says she would take the pills all again if she could, so that definitely needs to be looken after. Plus, there is the part that me and my mom and the doctors dont get. She told us why, but it seriously isnt really a good enough reason, I mean, she even said that. That she wanted to die, but she didnt know why cos there wasnt that big a reason, so the doctors/my mom thinks it something to do with just problems like mental or something that is helping it. Her mom and her nan both have mental problems, I think. I dont know... I just hope she is okay.
And that sucks about your grandma. And what the hell? You never became a bad person!!! You're a very good person -nods insanely- And I guess that's what grandparents are like, Chloe can tell you. I never see mine, so I am good, I guess. Just try not to let it all get you down even thought it's a lot. Just... I would recommend Bert juice, cos it makes me happy, but you don't drink it =( Haha. And yay for them making you feel better!))

[[Yeah, depression can be genetic. And when you're depressed, you're not thinking straight so even something which seems like a daft reason to hurt yourself to normal people can feel like the a really good reason to you at the time. I can see where she's coming from there but yes, she really does need to get some help. Didn't the doctors offer her any while she was there?

And yeah, my nana's a bit of a bitch in that sense. I mean, I've picked up guitar again, yeah? When I first played, she encouraged me and all that. Now I'm doing it again, it's hindering me getting a job. :roll: Fucks sake, I went into the job centre yesterday and my personal advisor actually said that there are no jobs around at the moment. I know she just wants me to make something of myself but all the pressure isn't helping. In fact, it just makes me want to scream at her everything that I went through last year because she doesn't know. It's okay for her to be depressed and on anti-depressants, yet when I was, we couldn't tell her, we just had to let her think I was a failure.]]

Matt wrote:

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:

Quote :: [[It fucking better rule. Or I'll take Syn into the back of the bus and I'll punish him myself ;). Heehee. And I've seen their security guard, I could kick his ass. No really, he's about as built as Jimmy. So I can easily get to him.

I just kinda feel a bit blah in general. I mean, I don't feel excited about anything today but... I dunno, I don't feel angry at them anymore. I just want the DVD now.]]

((It had better after all of this. Haha. And yay for wimpy security guard!
And it should get better, it must do, right? Are you still meh about the interviews and stuff you are watching? And if I could walk to America and find Syn and fly him back here to personally give you the DVD, I would. Haha))

[[Given up with the interviews. Seen 'em all before anyway.

:o I KNOW WHO'S FAULT IT IS! IT'S MICHELLE'S FAULT! SHE'S TRYING TO GET ME TO HATE SYN SO I WON'T STEAL HIM FROM HER!!! HAHA! NICE TRY!]]

((YES EXACTLY! IT IS ALL HER FAULT! WE MUST... EAT HER?! LOL
-Cleans soup bowl/foot up-))

[[She's an evil succubus. So we have to sing her song backwards to destroy her!!!]]

((LOL! Hahah okay then, why not? I'ma guessing you are still :twisted: with Syn? Don't like, not like him anymore. Haha))

[[Even when I was mad at them, I wanted to jump him in the interviews. I don't think I could ever go off him. Hell, last time when I was furious at the band, I was at a bus-stop and my mind wandered and it was just angry sex with Syn. I can't hate that guy.]]

((Rawr. I'm here. Woot how exciting. :roll: ))

((I have no idea with it. I had a solution yesterday though: Make her watch me take 18 pills at once and make her watch how I am with it so she can see how hard it is to see someone you love go through it all and maybe stop. I thought it was the perfect plan. She didnt though.
Yeah, it makes kinda sense. They are gonna get her to talk to people and stuff, so yeah. I just want her to be okay.
And don't worry about your nan, she is just lame to treat you like this. She needs to appreciate you more, which she isn't doing. Just... I dont know, I'm not good with family problems. Ignore her, I guess. And it's not like you're not trying to get a job or anything. You don't see her all that often, though, right? So I guess that's a good thin that you don't have to put up with it everyday))

((Hey Chloe!))

((-waves pathetically- Meh.))

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[['Lo Chloe.

As long as they're getting her some help, she should be able to get throught this.

And my parents are all "She's 81, she's not going to be around forever.", then she should stop giving me such shit. Would she really want what time she has left to be spent with her granddaughter resenting her for the way she's treating her? Ugh.

6000?! YOU HAVE NO LIFE!!!]]

((The weirdest thing aboot Emma was yesterday she was perfectly fine. In the cinema when we watched HP5 (funniest film ever btw) she was laughing HARD. Like, remember the advert for The Simpsons movie? When homer had the pig on the ceiling going "spider pig, spider pig" or whatever, she shouted out ZOMG ZACKY IS ON THE CEILING and then we were LOL'ing all the way through the film and she kept making it dirty like Sirus and Harry were in love and then he was having a baby (?) and the whole way through when Harry was calling Dumbledoor and he walked away from him she was just like "WHERE DID YOU GET YOUR PRETTY DRESS?!" Yeah, its not even funny now, but it was at the time. We got so many evil looks from people around us cos we were laughing so hard and making comments. And plus that whole emo part was funny. Haha.
But then we got home and my mom talked to her alone for like an hour and then took her to the hospital. I dont know whats happening.))

Matt wrote:: ((The weirdest thing aboot Emma was yesterday she was perfectly fine. In the cinema when we watched HP5 (funniest film ever btw) she was laughing HARD. Like, remember the advert for The Simpsons movie? When homer had the pig on the ceiling going "spider pig, spider pig" or whatever, she shouted out ZOMG ZACKY IS ON THE CEILING and then we were LOL'ing all the way through the film and she kept making it dirty like Sirus and Harry were in love and then he was having a baby (?) and the whole way through when Harry was calling Dumbledoor and he walked away from him she was just like "WHERE DID YOU GET YOUR PRETTY DRESS?!" Yeah, its not even funny now, but it was at the time. We got so many evil looks from people around us cos we were laughing so hard and making comments. And plus that whole emo part was funny. Haha.
But then we got home and my mom talked to her alone for like an hour and then took her to the hospital. I dont know whats happening.))

[[She was probably just trying to forget about it all for a while. Just to be a normal girl again. I think it's good that your mum was talking to her and all that, means she's always got an adult to lean on, even if it isn't her own parents.]]

Brian wrote:: [['Lo Chloe.

As long as they're getting her some help, she should be able to get throught this.

And my parents are all "She's 81, she's not going to be around forever.", then she should stop giving me such shit. Would she really want what time she has left to be spent with her granddaughter resenting her for the way she's treating her? Ugh.]]

((Old people are strange, I guess. Does she do the whole "in my day..." thingy? And is it just you she treats like this?
And I seriously hope so. I seriously doo. Last night/this morning. (Like, 4am whenever that is morning or night) she was... fine. She just was laughing all the time and apparently when my mom was there when Emma had a blood test she wanted to feel her own blood (?) And she did. And... she was okay. You would never, ever, ever think she was suicidal. But... yeah))

((You guys should be happy. My grandma ignores me and doesn't care at all. And the only thing she seems to care about is herself. She doesn't agree with me doing art or anything like that. She hates the way I dresses and stands a good ten feet away from me whenever we go anywhere. AND she was pressuring me about getting a job, and when my mum told her we had sent off for like 22, it shut her right up, but she didn't say anything encouraging. Oh and the prom pictures, that was great right, she saw Jo and was like "Oh she's a pretty girl" saw my friend Gemma and said "She has a nice dress" and then she didn't say jack shit about me! Grrrrrrr I don't wanna be at this BBQ on Sunday. I think I might just lock myself in my room and I never do that.

Rant over. Sorry.))

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:: ((The weirdest thing aboot Emma was yesterday she was perfectly fine. In the cinema when we watched HP5 (funniest film ever btw) she was laughing HARD. Like, remember the advert for The Simpsons movie? When homer had the pig on the ceiling going "spider pig, spider pig" or whatever, she shouted out ZOMG ZACKY IS ON THE CEILING and then we were LOL'ing all the way through the film and she kept making it dirty like Sirus and Harry were in love and then he was having a baby (?) and the whole way through when Harry was calling Dumbledoor and he walked away from him she was just like "WHERE DID YOU GET YOUR PRETTY DRESS?!" Yeah, its not even funny now, but it was at the time. We got so many evil looks from people around us cos we were laughing so hard and making comments. And plus that whole emo part was funny. Haha.
But then we got home and my mom talked to her alone for like an hour and then took her to the hospital. I dont know whats happening.))

[[She was probably just trying to forget about it all for a while. Just to be a normal girl again. I think it's good that your mum was talking to her and all that, means she's always got an adult to lean on, even if it isn't her own parents.]]

((Yeah probably. She just... would never strike you as the person to do this. She is like me, but... worse but better. Yeah.
And yeah, my mom did everything, talk to her for hours, take her and stay with her to the hospital, and is now on the phone to people sorting it out. Whilst her own parents are at home, clueless about where her daughter is.))

Zacky wrote:: ((You guys should be happy. My grandma ignores me and doesn't care at all. And the only thing she seems to care about is herself. She doesn't agree with me doing art or anything like that. She hates the way I dresses and stands a good ten feet away from me whenever we go anywhere. AND she was pressuring me about getting a job, and when my mum told her we had sent off for like 22, it shut her right up, but she didn't say anything encouraging. Oh and the prom pictures, that was great right, she saw Jo and was like "Oh she's a pretty girl" saw my friend Gemma and said "She has a nice dress" and then she didn't say jack shit about me! Grrrrrrr I don't wanna be at this BBQ on Sunday. I think I might just lock myself in my room and I never do that.

Rant over. Sorry.))

((Sorry about your grandmother too Chloe.
Just thought I would mention during this grandmother discussion with people like my friend, she wasnt close to her grandparents and now they are dead and she misses them more than anything in the world and would give anything just to talk to them for one more time.
Just thought I'd throw that out there...))

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