RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

:shock:
Whoa shit Zacky, I'm so sorry!
-Sits next to-
If someone walked in now they might so get the wrong idea... Well whatever Sanders, this is more important...
Are you sure he heard you? Are you sure he knew what you were doing?
-Looks down-
Fuck I blame myself for this.
My stupid fucking lesson...

No. It wasn't you.
I just got bored and...I just saw him there and I just...thought about him.
It isn't your fault.
Oh and believe me, he heard. He sounded so...disgusted.
-bites lip-

Don't do it...
But the kid needs comfort! Just fucking look at him...
-Puts arm around-
Zacky I'm sorry.
I'm sure he wasn't disgusted. Just... shocked.
And don't forget, I went to school with that man. He has done it all before and worse, believe me.
-Laughs-

((OH MY GOD!
You know Gerard has like.... broken up with Eliza?
APPARENTLY
Frankie has called off his wedding!
DUDE FERARD OR WHAT?!?!?!?))

-closes eyes-
-leans on Matt's shoulder-
I just...I had such a perfect relationship with him.
Even if it was in my head.
And now, thats all fucked up.
-fiddles with own fingers-

Matt wrote:

((OH MY GOD!
You know Gerard has like.... broken up with Eliza?
APPARENTLY
Frankie has called off his wedding!
DUDE FERARD OR WHAT?!?!?!?))

(( :lol!: ))

Zacky wrote:

-closes eyes-
-leans on Matt's shoulder-
I just...I had such a perfect relationship with him.
Even if it was in my head.
And now, thats all fucked up.
-fiddles with own fingers-

-Smiles at pats hair-
I know. But I'm sure it will be okay.
If he becomes a prick to you or whatever, then I can always talk to him. Remind him what it was like to be a seventeen year old boy in love.
-Looks at Zacky-
You know when I was your age and at school with him I had a crush on him too. And after I came out as gay he found out. So I guess I know kinda how you feel. Except its different. We were best friends.
-Says sadly-
And you are just his student and he is just your teacher.
-Grins-
Love is retarded. I try not to have it anymore.
-Laughs softly-

-laughs softly-
I really wish it was that simple.
-sucks on lip rings-
Sir, did you ever...you know...masturbate over Mr Haner?
:oops:
Sorry, I shouldn't have asked that.
Sorry...

Zacky wrote:

-laughs softly-
I really wish it was that simple.
-sucks on lip rings-
Sir, did you ever...you know...masturbate over Mr Haner?
:oops:
Sorry, I shouldn't have asked that.
Sorry...

-Laughs-
I think it is incredibly brave of you to ask a teacher that.
((Mr McCorley? Have you ever masterbated over Mr Shaw before? LOL))
Don't hold back Zacky, you can ask me whatever you want, I'll answer, whatever.
-Smiles-
And yeah, when I was a kid a few times.
-Smiles remembering-
And like... bad dreams and all that.
I am so glad I am over all that now. Haha.

(( EWWW EWWW and EWWWWW!!))

Thanks for answering.
I just, I've never had a talk like this with anyone before.
Not even with my mum.
Just, feel like I can tell you stuff.

Zacky wrote:

Thanks for answering.
I just, I've never had a talk like this with anyone before.
Not even with my mum.
Just, feel like I can tell you stuff.

-Moves and looks at face-
You like Mr Haner a lot, don't you?
-Smiles and moves back to having arm around-
And I'm glad you have someone to talk to about this stuff.
-Pats hair-
Anything else you wanna get off your chest?

I really do.
He's like the soul reason I'm gay.
I have liked him since like....the start of High School.
Lame I know.
-laughs softly-
Erm...There is something that I've wanted to talk to someone about for a while, but I didn't know who to turn too.
...
Erm...
How does being on bottom feel good? I just, don't see it.

-Smirks-
Well, I usually don't bottom. But I do know enough about it.
It just... does Zacky. I mean....
-Bites lip-
I don't know how I can put this...
Usually it hurts at the start, right? But it is little price to pay to what happens next when your partner finds your prostate. It's like... as soon as they hit that it's like...
-Waves arms around-
Just like... amazing. And when they keep hitting it, harder or whatever and if they are jerking you off at the same time... dude you could feel more pleasure than if you top.
-Blushes-
But I rarely bottom, so yeah, I don't know much about it...
-Chews on lip-
That help?

Yeah it did.
It's just I have no idea at all.
-laughs-
And thats one of the reasons why i'm so shy, cos like, I have no experience at all.
I haven't even being kissed.
-bites lip-
I mean, I have enough experience being by myself in my room but...yeah. Not with anyone else.

Zacky wrote:

Yeah it did.
It's just I have no idea at all.
-laughs-
And thats one of the reasons why i'm so shy, cos like, I have no experience at all.
I haven't even being kissed.
-bites lip-
I mean, I have enough experience being by myself in my room but...yeah. Not with anyone else.

-Smiles-
I'm sorry. I mean... When I was your age I wasn't much better. Not with guys at least.
I was in serious denial, trying to convince myself I was straight.
-Laughs-
It didn't really work out for me.
I didn't kiss a guy until... I don't even remember. I was older than you though, I think. So don't worry about it too much.
And I have...
-Laughs softly-
Quite a lot of experience now, so if you ever need help with anything or need to ask then... I am always here.
-Smiles-

-nods-
Thanks Mr Sanders.
I really appericate you being here you know.
-smiles at-

-Smiles-
You're welcome Zacky.
Is that everything?

Matt wrote:

-Smiles-
You're welcome Zacky.
Is that everything?

I think so yeah.
-smiles up at-

Well okay then, you wanna get to your next class then?
-Smiles-
Don't forget, I'll always be here if you need to talk.
Goodluck with Mr Haner. He gives you any trouble I'll sort him out, okay?
-Grins-

((What are we gonna do now? Or do you have to go. Or you could be Joel and bully him.))

Yeah.
Thank you again for the help.
I don't know what I would have done otherwise.
-smiles-
-picks up bag from floor-
-puts on bag-
-walks out of classroom-
-waves to Mr Sanders-

((I gotta go so yeah. Haha))

-Smiles at Zacky-
Bye Zack.
-Sighs-
Poor kid.

((OK. Why aren't you talking on msn BTW?))

-walks out of classroom-
-walks down halls to next class-
-walks slowly past Mr Haner's class-
-sees him at his desk-
He's not sleeping. Thats not good.
-sees him look up at me-
:shock:
-ducks-
Fuck...I hope he doesn't plan on coming out here.

I really need to clear my head and I don't think a Drama class with Mr Taylor is gonna help me.
-walks in opposite direction to side door-
-opens door and sneaks out of door-
-walks down the path-
-climbs the fence and begins to walk home-
Well, I wonder what I am going to do about tomorrow...
-sighs-
-stuffs hands in pockets and walks with head down-

((FRANK CALLED OFF HIS WEDDING?! WHAT?! REALLY?! WHERE?! WHY?! GIMME LINK! -twitch- Ahem...I did not mean for that outburst, I swear. ))