RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Matt wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Matt wrote:

Syn wrote:

Amazing? I'm a fucking idiot.
*smiles weakly*
I didn't even open it. I saw his note though. I'll miss him.
*leans on shoulder*
You know, it might take me a while to be completely comfortable with you, yeah? I mean, I know we can get past this but it's still a bit of a blow for me.

Brian? Why are you doing this? Forgiving me for fucking Zacky in your brothers car!
I..
Oh shit.
-Shuts up-
Okay now I have just ruined everything. Shit.

((IT WAS IN A CAR?! HOLY CRAP!!))

(YOU STUPID BITCH! YOU SHOULD OF READ IT! IT WAS GOOD!
*Is hyper and still a lil drunk*
SORRY!)

((I DID READ IT!! I just didn't know where they were. I figured it was like..i dunno...))

-Tries not to cry-
Dammit Brian! I knew! I knew you should of known. I can't...
Brian being with me hurts you a hell of a lot.
-Looks up and strokes cheek gently-
I love you so much.
But... I keep hurting you. I keep promising you it never will happen again and somehow it does.
You don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve so much more than that.
You deserve to be happy.
Brian, I don't know what to do.

I can be completely selfish and just do what my heart wants, and that is to just be with you again, forever and ever and accept the fact that you still want to be with me.
Or I could listen to my brain which is something I really don't want to do.
Because it is telling me to break up with you Brian. I mean... I love you so much. But I keep hurting you.
You say with me you are invincible, and without me you are no one.
I dont know if you only want to be with me now because of who I make you.
I mean, do you even still love me anymore?

-Looks around-
Nobody here I guess..
-creeps upstairs to bedroom-
Looks the same pretty much...
-plops down on bed-
Wow.. I kinda miss this..
-lays down and shuts eyes-
Everything used to be fine...
-sighs-
-mutters to self-
Better just get my clothes and leave
-picks up a duffle bag and shoves clothes into it-
Damn these need to be washed..
-zips bag up and head down stairs-
-looks into kitchen-
Ok I'm fucking starving, I should leave... but I want food, ha..
-opens fridge-
Oh look a perfectly good sandwich already made
-grabs it and shoves it into bag-
-turns to leave-
Where do you think your going?
-freezes-
Uhh... hey dad...
-bites lip-
You think you can leave us, and just come back, after everything we've ever done for you Frank?
What have you done?
You've raised me yes, then when you found out I was gay you wanted NOTHING to do with me dad. Never spoke to me, never anything, you were just pissed that I couldn't be how you wanted me to be. So I left. And for the record I'm not coming back, I just came back for my stuff.
Your right, I was pissed. And I still am. God damn why me? Why am I forced to have to raise a gay teenager? Why have you done this to me Frank?
-almost cries-
I havent done anything dad! This is the way I feel, and how I am. Your doing this to yourself by not choosing to accept it!
Put yourself in my shoes!
Think about what every other parent would think!
I know as sure as hell they wouldn't want to be phased with raising somebody like yourself!
-screams-
FUCK YOU DAD!
Fuck everything, dont worry I'm out of your life now, so you don't have to 'deal' with me! Just leave me alone and I'll leave you alone! You never fucking cared anyways!
-heads toward door-
I cared until I found out my only son was a queer ass faggot!
-freezes in place and tears up-
I hope your life is misreable for that dad.
Go to hell.
Keep hoping that, cause it's not going to be, and your the one who will be going to hell.
Leave now, I cant stomach seeing your face.
-Scrunches face up and screams-
-opens door-
Goodbye, dickhead!
Oh nice one Frank
-falls to floor in front of stairs from the impact of father's punch-
Aww fuck dad! What the hells is wrong with you!
-cheek throbs-
-feels blood drip down-
Go away forever, and we'll both be okay.
-father slams door shut-
-gets up-
-cries hysterically and runs from house-
-keeps running until reaching apartment-
-opens door and falls to floor crying-
Oh god...
-sobs-

Matt wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Matt wrote:

Syn wrote:

Amazing? I'm a fucking idiot.
*smiles weakly*
I didn't even open it. I saw his note though. I'll miss him.
*leans on shoulder*
You know, it might take me a while to be completely comfortable with you, yeah? I mean, I know we can get past this but it's still a bit of a blow for me.

Brian? Why are you doing this? Forgiving me for fucking Zacky in your brothers car!
I..
Oh shit.
-Shuts up-
Okay now I have just ruined everything. Shit.

((IT WAS IN A CAR?! HOLY CRAP!!))

(YOU STUPID BITCH! YOU SHOULD OF READ IT! IT WAS GOOD!
*Is hyper and still a lil drunk*
SORRY!)

[O.O Damn Jo....]

((GAH! i have to rewrite it! -goes to rewrite long post-

OH BREE! I FEEL SO BAD FOR FRANKIEEEE!! THE POST WAS SO SAD!! -huggles frankie- Gerard will make him feel betta :) ))

Frankiebaby wrote:

Matt wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Matt wrote:

Syn wrote:

Amazing? I'm a fucking idiot.
*smiles weakly*
I didn't even open it. I saw his note though. I'll miss him.
*leans on shoulder*
You know, it might take me a while to be completely comfortable with you, yeah? I mean, I know we can get past this but it's still a bit of a blow for me.

Brian? Why are you doing this? Forgiving me for fucking Zacky in your brothers car!
I..
Oh shit.
-Shuts up-
Okay now I have just ruined everything. Shit.

((IT WAS IN A CAR?! HOLY CRAP!!))

(YOU STUPID BITCH! YOU SHOULD OF READ IT! IT WAS GOOD!
*Is hyper and still a lil drunk*
SORRY!)

[O.O Damn Jo....]

((What?))

Gerard wrote:

((GAH! i have to rewrite it! -goes to rewrite long post-

OH BREE! I FEEL SO BAD FOR FRANKIEEEE!! THE POST WAS SO SAD!! -huggles frankie- Gerard will make him feel betta :) ))

[YAY!]

Matt wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Matt wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Matt wrote:

Syn wrote:

Amazing? I'm a fucking idiot.
*smiles weakly*
I didn't even open it. I saw his note though. I'll miss him.
*leans on shoulder*
You know, it might take me a while to be completely comfortable with you, yeah? I mean, I know we can get past this but it's still a bit of a blow for me.

Brian? Why are you doing this? Forgiving me for fucking Zacky in your brothers car!
I..
Oh shit.
-Shuts up-
Okay now I have just ruined everything. Shit.

((IT WAS IN A CAR?! HOLY CRAP!!))

(YOU STUPID BITCH! YOU SHOULD OF READ IT! IT WAS GOOD!
*Is hyper and still a lil drunk*
SORRY!)

[O.O Damn Jo....]

((What?))

[[-shakes head- Haha nothing. How was prom? =)]]

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Tries not to cry-
Dammit Brian! I knew! I knew you should of known. I can't...
Brian being with me hurts you a hell of a lot.
-Looks up and strokes cheek gently-
I love you so much.
But... I keep hurting you. I keep promising you it never will happen again and somehow it does.
You don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve so much more than that.
You deserve to be happy.
Brian, I don't know what to do.

I can be completely selfish and just do what my heart wants, and that is to just be with you again, forever and ever and accept the fact that you still want to be with me.
Or I could listen to my brain which is something I really don't want to do.
Because it is telling me to break up with you Brian. I mean... I love you so much. But I keep hurting you.
You say with me you are invincible, and without me you are no one.
I dont know if you only want to be with me now because of who I make you.
I mean, do you even still love me anymore?

I do love you. I love you too fucking much! That's what makes this so damn hard! I should leave you! I should get on with my life without you but we both know it won't happen. Within a week, we'll be back together again.
*hangs head in hands*
*cries*
Why do I have to be so weak?

[[My God, this really feels like it's running out of steam. New one soon?]]

((YES PLEASE! I call dibs on Frank as my lover XDD))

Gerard wrote:

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Tries not to cry-
Dammit Brian! I knew! I knew you should of known. I can't...
Brian being with me hurts you a hell of a lot.
-Looks up and strokes cheek gently-
I love you so much.
But... I keep hurting you. I keep promising you it never will happen again and somehow it does.
You don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve so much more than that.
You deserve to be happy.
Brian, I don't know what to do.

I can be completely selfish and just do what my heart wants, and that is to just be with you again, forever and ever and accept the fact that you still want to be with me.
Or I could listen to my brain which is something I really don't want to do.
Because it is telling me to break up with you Brian. I mean... I love you so much. But I keep hurting you.
You say with me you are invincible, and without me you are no one.
I dont know if you only want to be with me now because of who I make you.
I mean, do you even still love me anymore?

I do love you. I love you too fucking much! That's what makes this so damn hard! I should leave you! I should get on with my life without you but we both know it won't happen. Within a week, we'll be back together again.
*hangs head in hands*
*cries*
Why do I have to be so weak?

[[My God, this really feels like it's running out of steam. New one soon?]]

((YES PLEASE! I call dibs on Frank as my lover XDD))

[[GAH! NO Come on things were just getting good in Frankie and Gerard's world xD]]

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Tries not to cry-
Dammit Brian! I knew! I knew you should of known. I can't...
Brian being with me hurts you a hell of a lot.
-Looks up and strokes cheek gently-
I love you so much.
But... I keep hurting you. I keep promising you it never will happen again and somehow it does.
You don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve so much more than that.
You deserve to be happy.
Brian, I don't know what to do.

I can be completely selfish and just do what my heart wants, and that is to just be with you again, forever and ever and accept the fact that you still want to be with me.
Or I could listen to my brain which is something I really don't want to do.
Because it is telling me to break up with you Brian. I mean... I love you so much. But I keep hurting you.
You say with me you are invincible, and without me you are no one.
I dont know if you only want to be with me now because of who I make you.
I mean, do you even still love me anymore?

I do love you. I love you too fucking much! That's what makes this so damn hard! I should leave you! I should get on with my life without you but we both know it won't happen. Within a week, we'll be back together again.
*hangs head in hands*
*cries*
Why do I have to be so weak?

[[My God, this really feels like it's running out of steam. New one soon?]]

((YES PLEASE! I call dibs on Frank as my lover XDD))

[[GAH! NO Come on things were just getting good in Frankie and Gerard's world xD]]

((We can always do that in the new one. -clings to you-

Depending on what it is though....I still call dibs. :D ))

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Tries not to cry-
Dammit Brian! I knew! I knew you should of known. I can't...
Brian being with me hurts you a hell of a lot.
-Looks up and strokes cheek gently-
I love you so much.
But... I keep hurting you. I keep promising you it never will happen again and somehow it does.
You don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve so much more than that.
You deserve to be happy.
Brian, I don't know what to do.

I can be completely selfish and just do what my heart wants, and that is to just be with you again, forever and ever and accept the fact that you still want to be with me.
Or I could listen to my brain which is something I really don't want to do.
Because it is telling me to break up with you Brian. I mean... I love you so much. But I keep hurting you.
You say with me you are invincible, and without me you are no one.
I dont know if you only want to be with me now because of who I make you.
I mean, do you even still love me anymore?

I do love you. I love you too fucking much! That's what makes this so damn hard! I should leave you! I should get on with my life without you but we both know it won't happen. Within a week, we'll be back together again.
*hangs head in hands*
*cries*
Why do I have to be so weak?

[[My God, this really feels like it's running out of steam. New one soon?]]

((YES PLEASE! I call dibs on Frank as my lover XDD))

[[GAH! NO Come on things were just getting good in Frankie and Gerard's world xD]]

((We can always do that in the new one. -clings to you-

Depending on what it is though....I still call dibs. :D ))

[[No, I want this one for now!
Uhm I'd hate to burst your bubble but I might try to do something new if we make a new one.
What would the new one be??? We've done them as teenagers, we've done them as thier real ages, now what, MAKE THEM OLD?? LOL!]]

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Tries not to cry-
Dammit Brian! I knew! I knew you should of known. I can't...
Brian being with me hurts you a hell of a lot.
-Looks up and strokes cheek gently-
I love you so much.
But... I keep hurting you. I keep promising you it never will happen again and somehow it does.
You don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve so much more than that.
You deserve to be happy.
Brian, I don't know what to do.

I can be completely selfish and just do what my heart wants, and that is to just be with you again, forever and ever and accept the fact that you still want to be with me.
Or I could listen to my brain which is something I really don't want to do.
Because it is telling me to break up with you Brian. I mean... I love you so much. But I keep hurting you.
You say with me you are invincible, and without me you are no one.
I dont know if you only want to be with me now because of who I make you.
I mean, do you even still love me anymore?

I do love you. I love you too fucking much! That's what makes this so damn hard! I should leave you! I should get on with my life without you but we both know it won't happen. Within a week, we'll be back together again.
*hangs head in hands*
*cries*
Why do I have to be so weak?

[[My God, this really feels like it's running out of steam. New one soon?]]

((YES PLEASE! I call dibs on Frank as my lover XDD))

[[GAH! NO Come on things were just getting good in Frankie and Gerard's world xD]]

((We can always do that in the new one. -clings to you-

Depending on what it is though....I still call dibs. :D ))

[[No, I want this one for now!
Uhm I'd hate to burst your bubble but I might try to do something new if we make a new one.
What would the new one be??? We've done them as teenagers, we've done them as thier real ages, now what, MAKE THEM OLD?? LOL!]]

((FINE! FINE! -pouts- Gerard shall be the loner like the last time. -cry-))

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Tries not to cry-
Dammit Brian! I knew! I knew you should of known. I can't...
Brian being with me hurts you a hell of a lot.
-Looks up and strokes cheek gently-
I love you so much.
But... I keep hurting you. I keep promising you it never will happen again and somehow it does.
You don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve so much more than that.
You deserve to be happy.
Brian, I don't know what to do.

I can be completely selfish and just do what my heart wants, and that is to just be with you again, forever and ever and accept the fact that you still want to be with me.
Or I could listen to my brain which is something I really don't want to do.
Because it is telling me to break up with you Brian. I mean... I love you so much. But I keep hurting you.
You say with me you are invincible, and without me you are no one.
I dont know if you only want to be with me now because of who I make you.
I mean, do you even still love me anymore?

I do love you. I love you too fucking much! That's what makes this so damn hard! I should leave you! I should get on with my life without you but we both know it won't happen. Within a week, we'll be back together again.
*hangs head in hands*
*cries*
Why do I have to be so weak?

[[My God, this really feels like it's running out of steam. New one soon?]]

((YES PLEASE! I call dibs on Frank as my lover XDD))

[[GAH! NO Come on things were just getting good in Frankie and Gerard's world xD]]

((We can always do that in the new one. -clings to you-

Depending on what it is though....I still call dibs. :D ))

[[No, I want this one for now!
Uhm I'd hate to burst your bubble but I might try to do something new if we make a new one.
What would the new one be??? We've done them as teenagers, we've done them as thier real ages, now what, MAKE THEM OLD?? LOL!]]

((FINE! FINE! -pouts- Gerard shall be the loner like the last time. -cry-))

[Oh nonsense he'll have somebody...]

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Tries not to cry-
Dammit Brian! I knew! I knew you should of known. I can't...
Brian being with me hurts you a hell of a lot.
-Looks up and strokes cheek gently-
I love you so much.
But... I keep hurting you. I keep promising you it never will happen again and somehow it does.
You don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve so much more than that.
You deserve to be happy.
Brian, I don't know what to do.

I can be completely selfish and just do what my heart wants, and that is to just be with you again, forever and ever and accept the fact that you still want to be with me.
Or I could listen to my brain which is something I really don't want to do.
Because it is telling me to break up with you Brian. I mean... I love you so much. But I keep hurting you.
You say with me you are invincible, and without me you are no one.
I dont know if you only want to be with me now because of who I make you.
I mean, do you even still love me anymore?

I do love you. I love you too fucking much! That's what makes this so damn hard! I should leave you! I should get on with my life without you but we both know it won't happen. Within a week, we'll be back together again.
*hangs head in hands*
*cries*
Why do I have to be so weak?

[[My God, this really feels like it's running out of steam. New one soon?]]

((YES PLEASE! I call dibs on Frank as my lover XDD))

[[GAH! NO Come on things were just getting good in Frankie and Gerard's world xD]]

((We can always do that in the new one. -clings to you-

Depending on what it is though....I still call dibs. :D ))

[[No, I want this one for now!
Uhm I'd hate to burst your bubble but I might try to do something new if we make a new one.
What would the new one be??? We've done them as teenagers, we've done them as thier real ages, now what, MAKE THEM OLD?? LOL!]]

((FINE! FINE! -pouts- Gerard shall be the loner like the last time. -cry-))

[Oh nonsense he'll have somebody...]

((You know...he hasnt been with Syn. -looks to syn- lol im joking but that MIGHT happen. You never know
-listens to Ozzy Osbourne- GOODBYE TO ROMANCE! GOODBYE TO FRIENDS! I TELL YOU! GOODBYE TO ALL OF THIS! I GUESS THAT WE'LL MEET, WE'LL MEET IN THE END!))

[[Strange strange strange, haha
Syn and Matt seemed to have poofed..]]

Brian this isn't fair on you.
We love eachother, yes, but it's not right for me to do this anymore.

We gotta break up.

((SYN YOU SLUT HOW DARE YOU SCOOT OVER TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!))

{{And that is an AWESOME Idea. What kinda age you thinking? Chloe says 21/22 cos Zacky looked pretty then (according to her, i just think he was always just a fat bastard) LOL!}}

Syn wrote:

[[I'm here, was munching.
We were thinking about possibly having an escort agency idea. What do you think? And you're right, Syn and Gerard haven't been together. *scoots over* How you doin'? ;)]]

[[Neither have Frank and Syn ;) hahaa, I have to go everybody, talk to you's later!!!! xxxxx]]

-door opens-
Gerard?
Hey Mikey...
What're you doing here?
I came to get my clothes. That's if you guys didn't burn 'em yet
Oh..No. Come in. Dad isn't here
-enters-
-mom comes in-
OH GERARD! BABY! I'VE BEEN WORRIED SICK!
-runs to and embraces him-
-shuns and walks to room-
Young man! Don't do that to your mother!
I didn't come here for hugs
-sighs-
Where've you been living?
I got an apartment with Frank. You know him right? Of course you do, Mikey. -shoots a stern look and goes into own room-
W-What about Jimmy?
I lived with him for a few days..then..something got between us and I moved out. Easy as that. -goes to drawer and pulls out clothes and lays them on bed-
Oh right...want me to help?
No, I'm fine!
Are you mad at me?
I'm pissed
Why?!
Your lies were just the thing to get my ass kicked out of the house
It wasnt--
Yes it was! Don't LIE -stuffs clothes into a backpack-
Gerard..I...I didn't mean it
Then why did you do it? To get on Dad's good side?
You don't understand!
What don't i understand, Michael? I was homeless for a good day or two and was about to kill myself. Is that funny? Do i not understand?
I WANTED TO SEE IF DAD WAS GOING TO GET PISSED IF I TELL HIM IM GAY TOO!
-speechless-
I'm gay! Maybe Bi but..but..I dunno
-zips up backpack, pulling the comforters from the bed and heads out-
GERARD!
WHAT MIKEY?! WHY DIDNT YOU SAY SOMETHING! THIS MAKES ME EVEN MORE ANGRY KNOWING YOU DIDNT TELL ME A DAMN THING!
-runs out of house-
((ahhh..finally..this may be late but WHO CARES))

Syn wrote:

[[I'm here, was munching.
We were thinking about possibly having an escort agency idea. What do you think? And you're right, Syn and Gerard haven't been together. *scoots over* How you doin'? ;)]]

((Heyy 8) Lol! That would be a really good idea. Quite a change too. -nodds-))