RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

*pushes back*
Matt, you're drunk.
You're a fucking lightweight too.
You did this to me on my birthday last year, got hammered, professed your love and tried to fuck me before passing out.
You need to stop.

-Moans-
You suck Brian.
I just want to love you.
Tis all.
-Shrug-
I am your boyfriend you know, I am allowed to kiss you.
Aren't I?
-Rolls eyes-
You're so boring sometimes.

Yes, you're allowed to kiss me.
But you're only doing it now to ease the pain of Zacky.
*puts finger to lips*
Don't pretend you're not, okay?
Have you listened to yourself? You're acting like a child.

Yeah I may of drunk a little bit more than I should of to ease the pain of Zacky.
And it fucking worked, so that was all that mattered.
And I want to kiss and love you Syn cos I love you. Obviously.
That parts not about Zacky.
And I dont care if I sound like a kid.
-Shrugs-
I just want to touch you Syn...I wanna be with you...
-Kisses-
I want you Syn...
-Kisses-
-Moves back on top of-

Wow, that whiskey really loosened your tongue. You're never that forward...
Maybe I should have some too, join you in your inebriated state.
*reaches for bottle*
I mean, hell, it'll ease the pain after all, right?

-Grins-
Fuck yeah it will.
And it's all good you drinking.
I mean, it's not like you are gonna do anything bad.
I mean, I'm here! Haha.
Well... maybe you could do a few things bad with me here.
-Grins-
But that's a different story.
-Laughs-
-Kisses neck passionately-

I told you this morning that I wanted to try and stop and now you're encouraging me? Fuck you Matt.
*pushes away*
I'm not doing anything with you when you're like this. When you're obviously thinking about Zacky.
*gets up from sofa*

((You know the Bratt artwork by holy_fool that was posted earlier?
I asked her to have a stab at a Mattacky picture.
Muhaha!))

[[Oooh I look forward to seeing that when it's done.]]

-Gets up-
I am not thinking of Zacky, Syn.
If I was thinking of Zacky I would be round his house now talking to him, not you.
Havent I told you already today that YOU are the one that I want? ((Must. Not. Sing. Grease.))
I want you Syn.
Do I need to say why I love you again? Seriously?
And I'm sorry, okay?
I mean, you said you wanted to, so i let you. I forgot, I forgot you wanted to quit.
-Bites lip-
I'm sorry.

And if you weren't thinking of Zacky, why did you drink so much? I could have given you Vicodin for your hand but no, that wouldn't have numbed the other pain!
I know you want me, I know you love me.
So you could at least be fucking honest with me!
I'm going to bed.
*walks away*

[[G2G :(]]

-is in car on way to airport-

You excited sweetie.

Yeah.
Mummy, can you just stop here a second please?

Sure sweetie.

-walks up to Syn's door-
-posts note-
-runs back to car-
-drives off with mum-
I'm sorry guys...

-NOTE-

Dear Matt and Syn.

I'm sorry that I had to tell you like this. But I couldn't face you with this news. But, I'm moving away. Mum surprised me with it this evening and we have just left, sorry. To New York.

Matt, I will always love you. But, hopefully this fresh start for me will make things better. I won't be there to bother you and Syn anymore.
I won't be pining for you anymore and hopefully, I will meet someone that can love me and only me.

Syn, You were the best friend a guy could have. But that all ended when you and Matt dated. It wasn't you fault, it was mine. I should have being strong enough to hide my feelings. Or at least put them onto something else.

Anyway, I'm sorry again but I won't be here in the morning, or if you try and run to my house now. I'm sorry, I just couldn't tell you.

Remember me always.

Zacky. x

((We shall see you... at some point in the near future. Unless you wanna get up at 8am tomorrow, I'm not gonna catch ye in the morning :())

Syn I guess we will discuss this later or something.
-Shrugs-
I'll be up later, unless you dont want me near you.
I'm sorry, okay?
Sorry for trying to use drink to stop feeling so fucking guilty about ruining my best friend.
Goodnight Syn.

[[Fuck off! I'm sleeping, like a human!!! LoL, I'm sure I'll chat to you at some point. Have fun! Byyyyeeee!

And awww Zeeeeeeeeee!]]

I don't know what I want right now.
*leaves*

-Sighs-
-Get's up-
-See's something through door-
I shouldnt look... it's none of my business. This isnt my house... but...
-Picks up-
Fuck its from Zacky... I...
-Reads-

-Falls to floor while reading-
-Holds letter to chest-
Oh... my.... god....
-Feels tears pricking in ears-
Zacky...
-Voice breaks-
No Zacky, please... don't... don't leave...
-Re-reads-

It's worth a try.
-Picks up mobile phone-
-Texts-
Zacky! No you cant go! If you could see me now you would see how fucking heartbroken I am. Can we talk? Please? Just one last time? Can't you catch a later flight? I just wanna be with you. This can't be goodbye... I have to see you again!
Matt xxx

Zacky please...please dont let this be it...Please....

-Hits forehead against floor-

Please.... how can you leave without saying goodbye?

-Cries on floor-

-Whispers-

Zacky, where ever you are please hear me.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for all I have put you through.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
I'm sorry for loving you.
I'm sorry for leaving you.
I'm sorry for everything.

I love you Zacky Baker.

And I am never going to be able to tell you that.
I am never gonna... be able to... see you again...

-Cries-

-hears phone vibrate-
-reads-
-bites lip while reading-
Should I go back?
He's obviously at Syn's so...maybe I shouldn't.
I...
I want to see him though.
My plane was delayed for a day so...I could go and see him.
I shouldn't.
He'll break my heart again but...
Screw it!
-gets up from house step and walks-
-walks down Syn's street-

-stands outside Syn's front gate-
What am I doing here?
The reason i posted the letter was so I didn't have to face him.
But, I feel guilty now, for making him sad.
Even though he has made me sad.
But, two wrongs don't make a right.
-feels rain droplets on head-
Oh great...
I have never seen so much rain.
-sighs-
Ok, so, am I gonna do this?
Yes.
-opens gate and walks through-
No.
-stops-
Yes.
-takes a step-
No.
Grrrrrrr.....

-Stays on floor not moving-
Zacky please...
-Whispers-
Zacky... dont do this... please....
-Cries-
I love you dont leave me... dont... not without saying goodbye....

-Hears gate open-
Brian did say his dad would be home soon.
-Notices there was already a key on stand-
He probably wont be able to get in...
-Gets up-
-Sniffs-
-Opens door-

Mr Haner?
-Blinks out into the darkness-
-Steps outside-
Fuck its so cold...
-Door slams behind-
Shit....
Ahhh
-feels rain-
Not the rain again....
Hello? Anyone outthere?
-Voice still shaky-

Number of posts : 2016 Age : 38 Registration date : 2007-05-23

[SOAP OPERANESS!!!!!!!
-yells at screen-
OH ZACKY! ZACKY! DON'T LEAVE!
-eats ~~popcorn~~ ice cream and cries-
lol!!]

-hears Matt's voice-
To late to turn back now.
What do I say?
-walks towards Matt standing on the lit up porch-
Hey.
-feels tears in eyes-
Oh My God, what have I done to him?

Frankiebaby wrote:: [SOAP OPERANESS!!!!!!!
-yells at screen-
OH ZACKY! ZACKY! DON'T LEAVE!
-eats ~~popcorn~~ ice cream and cries-
lol!!]

((BTW! My mum looooooves the picture of Gee and Frank in your siggie. She was like, Awwwww it's gerard, but he doesn't look evil there. I was Lol'ing. anyway, yes very serious drama, :twisted: ))

Zacky?
-Blinks-
Is that...Is that you?
-Runs towards-
-Stands infront-
-Wipes tears-
-Cries more-
Zacky it is you!
Oh my god!
-Pulls closer and hugs tightly-
Zacky you came back!
I..... I needed to say goodbye...I..
-Pulls away-
Why did you come back? Are you still leaving?

I'm still leaving.
I just, i felt guilty for not telling you to your face.
I'm sorry.

-Hugs again-
Zacky...
-Voice breaks-
I cant believe you are leaving forever.
-Rain pours down on-
I am going to miss you so much...
-Kisses hair-
But I'm glad you came back to say goodbye at least...
-Cries-
-Doesnt let go of-

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