RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

((We only do it cos its funny. You make fun of Bob and Ray and stuff all the time, so yeah))

-Breathes-
Okay Syn...
It's just...
-Shuts up-
God, Why do I feel so uncomfortable talking about this?
It's not you, it's just... i think Zacky can hear for some reason...
-Bites lip-
Okay... he's not... so...
-Looks down-

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:: [[Zacky wouldn't look right if he was thin. He's cute the way he is. He's cuddly.]]

((Yey!! -hugs- I like you. At least you didn't day he was fat like some people. -glares at Jo and Emma-))

[[Even if I did, I can hardly talk. I'm not exactly skinny myself. He's lovely as he is.]]

((He is.
I bet he'd be all warm and cuddly to hug.
I want to hug him.))

[[He probably cuddles like Gerard does. He's nice and cuddly too. I miss his smelly hugs. :(]]

Matt wrote:: ((We only do it cos its funny. You make fun of Bob and Ray and stuff all the time, so yeah))

-Breathes-
Okay Syn...
It's just...
-Shuts up-
God, Why do I feel so uncomfortable talking about this?
It's not you, it's just... i think Zacky can hear for some reason...
-Bites lip-
Okay... he's not... so...
-Looks down-

*sits on rock*
Matt, Zacky's back at his house. We saw him there. There's no way he can have got here without us knowing, okay? It's just us.
Come on, *pats spot next to legs* what's wrong?

((OK. This made me LOL, was just thinking about some slut who said once that I looked like a slut. I...yeah.

Becky: You look like a slut in those clothes.
Me: Well at least I have to ability to keep my clothes on my body and not on some pricks bedroom floor.

It made me LOL out loud just thinking about it.
Ok. Sorry. LOL.))

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:: [[Zacky wouldn't look right if he was thin. He's cute the way he is. He's cuddly.]]

((Yey!! -hugs- I like you. At least you didn't day he was fat like some people. -glares at Jo and Emma-))

[[Even if I did, I can hardly talk. I'm not exactly skinny myself. He's lovely as he is.]]

((He is.
I bet he'd be all warm and cuddly to hug.
I want to hug him.))

[[He probably cuddles like Gerard does. He's nice and cuddly too. I miss his smelly hugs. :(]]

((Awww. -ties an onion around neck and hugs Syn- That better? LOL.))

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:: [[Zacky wouldn't look right if he was thin. He's cute the way he is. He's cuddly.]]

((Yey!! -hugs- I like you. At least you didn't day he was fat like some people. -glares at Jo and Emma-))

[[Even if I did, I can hardly talk. I'm not exactly skinny myself. He's lovely as he is.]]

((He is.
I bet he'd be all warm and cuddly to hug.
I want to hug him.))

[[He probably cuddles like Gerard does. He's nice and cuddly too. I miss his smelly hugs. :(]]

((Awww. -ties an onion around neck and hugs Syn- That better? LOL.))

[[LoL! YAY SMELLY HUGS!]]

Last night... stuff happened.
I mean, I kinda found out that...
Zacky kinda needs to be with me.
And I kinda realised that if I ever broke up with him... he... would be bad. Like... really depressed like... suicidal...
He said I was like, one of the only reasons he was still alive. And he hadnt done it yet...
And... i realised that that meant I was being with him cos I had to be. I love him, Yeah I love him so much, but like... right now it is kinda like being with him means I am doing it cos I have to, rather than cos I want to. Even though I want to.
Does this make sense?
It's just like I have to do it now, rather than doing it cos I want him.
This makes no sense.
-Laughs nervously-
And then there is you...
-Looks at-
And that's a whole other story.
I'm so... confused and scared right now.

Shit...

I get what you mean. That's not a healthy relationship for either of you though. If Zacky's relying on you always being there to survive, he'll never be able to get over this and become his own person again. It's going to destroy him and your relationship. You'll end up resenting each other. He needs to get some help, so he knows that there are more things in this world to live for, not just you.

And don't worry about me. If you're this concerned about Zee, I can see I need to back off.

Even though it's going to kill me...

Thanks Syn.
I just dont know what to do...
What do you think I should do?
-Touches arm-
And dont back off.

-hums to self-
I'm bored.
I wonder if mum would take me into town.
-goes downstairs-

Mummy, can you take me into town?

You want to go alone?
You sure.

Yep.
I want to go and spend some of my money from grandma.

Ok sweetie.
I'll get my keys.

-waits-
Matt and Syn can let themselves in.

I think... I think you should get Zacky the help he needs. Try and convince him to talk to someone. Let him know that it's okay to need some help sometimes. Just let him know you're doing it because you love him and because you want him to get better.

Matt, I can't keep pursuing you if Zacky's like this. God knows I want you so much but... I can't do it. It's not fair.

[[BRB]]

-enters the piercing shop-

You sure about this?
Yes I am. I have always wanted my lip pierced.

Hi. How much for a lip piercing?

-Looks down-
Syn I dont know what to do.
I love Zacky.
~~But I love you too~~
And Zacky has put me in a difficult position.
I dont like being in it.
=(

Two for One! No way!
Then can I get the snake bite done?
Since it is two lip piercings for the price of one, please...
-looks at name tag- Corey?

-smiles sweetly at the ginger haired man-

Sure thing, you're sweet and you have a septum anyway so...
Follow me...

-follows Corey-

Matty, you need to do what you think is right.
Not what people tell you is right. Look in your heart, you'll see what you should do.

-Thinks-
Syn I want...
I...
I want...
Fuck, why cant I just say it?

You want what?
Matt, whatever it is, you can tell me. You know that, right?

You ready kid?
-squeezes hand of other guy that works in the store-
-nods-

Ok.

-eyes sting from pain-

Ok, one more.

-gets cleaned up and rings put in-

Ok, all set.
You'll look like the elephant man for a couple of days but ya'll be fine.

-looks in mirror-
-smiles-
Ow.

Ya, it kinda hurts to smile like that.

Thank you guys.
-gets out wallet to pay-

No. Don't worry about it kid.
You're too cute to pay.
-laughs-
Just look after those babies and hoepfully see you again.

-puts wallet away-

Wow. Thank you Corey. and Roy.
See you guys, when I see you.

-waves-
-leaves the store-

Free lip piercings for being cute, result!

Number of posts : 2016 Age : 38 Registration date : 2007-05-23

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:: [I'm so sorry I keep doing this Becky, but you know my father... he hovers over me.. i gotta go...]

((-is about to cry because she wants to spend more time with her best friend- Okay -sucks it up- That's fine. It doesn't matter. We can always RP later on :) ))

[Awwwwwwwwwwwwww! -hugs-
I be on now!!!!!
But you aren't =(]

Zacky wrote:: You ready kid?
-squeezes hand of other guy that works in the store-
-nods-

Ok.

-eyes sting from pain-

Ok, one more.

-gets cleaned up and rings put in-

Ok, all set.
You'll look like the elephant man for a couple of days but ya'll be fine.

-looks in mirror-
-smiles-
Ow.

Ya, it kinda hurts to smile like that.

Thank you guys.
-gets out wallet to pay-

No. Don't worry about it kid.
You're too cute to pay.
-laughs-
Just look after those babies and hoepfully see you again.

-puts wallet away-

Wow. Thank you Corey. and Roy.
See you guys, when I see you.

-waves-
-leaves the store-

Free lip piercings for being cute, result!

[[Maybe I should try that when I go to get my septum done? I'll try to be cute, heh.]]

Syn wrote:: [[Maybe I should try that when I go to get my septum done? I'll try to be cute, heh.]]

((LOL. Or get a piercing from Corey Taylor. Haha.))

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Where now?
What else have I always wanted to do?
I have always wanted to go in that underground punk clothes shop but no one ever wanted to go with me.
-walks down the street to the shop-

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:: [[Maybe I should try that when I go to get my septum done? I'll try to be cute, heh.]]

((LOL. Or get a piercing from Corey Taylor. Haha.))

[[That might work too, haha. I'll turn up at a Stone Sour gig. OI! TAYLOR! SHOVE THIS RING THROUGH MY FACE Y'BASTARD!]]

Number of posts : 2016 Age : 38 Registration date : 2007-05-23

[[Soooooooooooo bored. -eats banana muffin-]]

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