RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

*wraps arms around*
It'll be okay.
We could tell him that you were telling me about what you saw last night because you were scared you couldn't deal with it by yourself and you knew that I'd be discrete about it. He can't complain about that...
Wait... tell him what? Have you actually decided what you're doing?

-Kisses arms-
I thought this kinda showed what I chose.
But...
I'm scared, is all.
Of what he is gonna be like.
-Moves kisses up arms-
When I was kissing you earlier. It felt so right, you know?
-Continues to kiss-
And... we could tell him that.
Or the truth.
But I dont know if he could handle that...

Mmm, that feels nice.
I'd expected you to run away, say it was a mistake. But I'm so fucking glad you haven't. This is right, Matt. Not you and Zacky, me and you. It always has been.
He'll need to find out sooner or later. You've been with him these past few days, you know better than I do whether he'll be able to take it.

Zacky you are fucking stupid, you really are just a stupid kid.
Thinking that Matt would actually love you, no, he was always in love with Syn, you though that you could change that, but you couldn't.
I left Mick for him, I kissed him, I gave him my virginity.
No matter how beautiful he made it, it feels so tainted, knowing he was probably thinking about nailing Syn...
Shut up!
-kicks nearby patch of flowers-
You are being stupid.
-walks along the beach and sees the cave-
-screams in the direction of the cave-
I HOPE YOU ARE FUCKING HAPPY, SLUT!

But it wasn't a mistake.
It felt too good to be wrong.
And I do need to tell Zacky.
But judging on how he has been lately...
He probably wouldnt take it well.
-Carries on kissing-
But... I do need to tell him.
I can't... keep it from him.
He must prefer it if I told him rather than if I didnt...
-Closes eyes-
-Grins-
You know, life was so much more easier when we were straight.
-Laughs-
It was a hell of a lot less fun though
-Kisses on lips-
Knowing I couldnt do that to you.
-Smiles-

((Wow...))

[[Awww, poor Zacky!]]

Straight life was no fun. Where's the variety? You're always topping. And the boobs... they're scary.
*kisses pecs*
Yours aren't though.
*smiles*
I feel like such a bastard. I know this is right but I can't help thinking about how much it's going to destroy Zacky.

Gerard wrote:: ((Wow...))

[[I know, right? Complete insanity!]]

-Smiles-
I love you Brian.
And I know. I know this is going to destroy Zacky.
I would say we shouldn't tell him yet.
But it'll be best for him that he knew, I guess.
-Looks into eyes-
You know I still love him, right?
I feel so bad right now.
But...
I want you so much...
-Frowns-
Maybe I should stay with Zacky... I mean, if I did, you'll be okayish, I mean, you have been... But if I was with you...Zacky would be so destroyed. He has been through so much already these passed few days. Being with me was the only thing making it better. How can I do this to him? No matter how much I may want to...

Syn wrote:

Gerard wrote:: ((Wow...))

[[I know, right? Complete insanity!]]

(Pff since when has our RP's been NORMAL? lol)

-stalks closer to the cave-
-talks softly as walking up-
See what you're missing Matt?
Someone who you can dominate so easily just by smiling at them?
You'll be crawling back to me in time.
On hands and knees, bondage adorning you.
But, I won't let you in.
Because you have being tainted.
Have a nice time with this love you call it.
But when you get bored, I won't let you in!
And, you can forget about being friends with me anymore!
Goodbye!!!

*sigh*
I knew this would happen.
Matt, you have to choose. You can't just say you want me, say you love me and get my hopes up like that then decide you'd be best off with Zacky. I may not have been through as much as Zacky has, I may have handled my whole situation better than he did but I'm not exactly dealing brilliantly without you. I mean, I fucked someone I barely even knew last night and have you seen me completely sober once since we split up?

But whatever, it's up to you.

Zacky wrote:: -stalks closer to the cave-
-talks softly as walking up-
See what you're missing Matt?
Someone who you can dominate so easily just by smiling at them?
You'll be crawling back to me in time.
On hands and knees, bondage adorning you.
But, I won't let you in.
Because you have being tainted.
Have a nice time with this love you call it.
But when you get bored, I won't let you in!
And, you can forget about being friends with me anymore!
Goodbye!!!

[[Whoa, Matt's suddenly dressed in leather bondage gear in my head. *drifts off*]]

-Takes hand-
Syn.
I.
Want.
You.
-Kisses softly-

Syn wrote:: [[Whoa, Matt's suddenly dressed in leather bondage gear in my head. *drifts off*]]

((LOL. I know. :twisted: ))

*kisses back*
Good.
Now, where were we?
*wiggles eyebrows*
*pushes back onto rock*
*slides hands over hips*
I'm pretty sure it was somewhere in this area...

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:: [[Whoa, Matt's suddenly dressed in leather bondage gear in my head. *drifts off*]]

((LOL. I know. :twisted: ))

[[I so should not be listening to Sidewinder right now...
He has a whip too.
Dude, I know how I'm getting to sleep tonight, LOL!]]

-kicks at sand-
I hate the beach! So many bad things happen here.
-turns back to cave-
LIKE PEOPLE CHEAT ON PEOPLE HERE!
I should have the guts to go in there and tell them what I really think of them.
-stalks towards cave-
MATT! SYN! Grow some balls and come out here!

Syn wrote:: *kisses back*
Good.
Now, where were we?
*wiggles eyebrows*
*pushes back onto rock*
*slides hands over hips*
I'm pretty sure it was somewhere in this area...

-Grins-
I believe we were...
-Kisses back-
I...
Whoa shit, was that Zacky's voice?

Matt, you've internalized him.
*hears voice again*
And so have I apparently.
I think that is him... and he sounds pissed.

-Listens-
Whoa shit...
Shall we go out there?
-Listens-
I can't hear him...
Think he has gone?
No. He wouldn't...
-Bites lip-
Oh god...

*climbs off*
Matty, he'll be okay.
*takes hand*
We should probably go out there and face him.

((This should be interesting considering Chloe is eating and is gonna be back in a while... LOL))

-Holds onto hand tight-
-Bites lip-
Okay... it's gonna be okay...
-Get's off of rock-
My shirt might help.
-Shivers-
-Puts on-
Umm...
-Breathes-
I can do this.
What are we even telling him anyway?

Seeing you with clothes on is so depressing.
*smiles weakly*
I don't know.
I mean, he obviously suspects something.
I think we should just be honest.
He can't hate us too much for that, right?

Ha.
That makes me think that you only want me for my body, Brian.
-Grins-
And... he should be okay with the truth.
I mean, if we tell him, I'm not cheating on him, cos he knows.
-Falls to floor-
But I'm so scared...
-Bites lip-
What... what am I even gonna tell him?

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