RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

You guys.
You are making me blush.
-covers face-
:oops:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

-takes Matt hand and rubs hand against own face-
Yep you have soft hands.
-giggles-
-kisses cheek-
Wait, have you shaven?
Oh God...he's gone all out for this hasn't he?
He really cares...
Don't cry Zacky, DON'T CRY!

Yeah I did.
I had to use your razor too. Haha it was difficult. Haha.
And... yeah I did a lot of other things.
You'll see later...
-Kisses-

You shaved other places?
-looks down-

No, haha i didnt go that far.
;)

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Wow, Syn, how old is he?
He looks, erm, older than you.

Um... he is... a little bit... um...
He's22.

[[I had to Wiki that, I didn't know. I'd always thought he was about 27/28, haha. He's only 3 years older than me, that's so depressing.]]

22!
Syn, what is it with you and older guys?

*slings arm around Zacky's shoulder*
Experience, my dear Zachary. They know what they're doing. ;)

:roll:
It's not all about sex Syn.

I'm 16.
Linoleum is about sex.

:scratch:
Linoleum?

So Syn... are you gonna like, fuck him and stuff? Even though you have only known him for a few minutes?

What friends THEY are!

-groans and walks around in circles-

Probably too busy talking about their relationships or whatever...

-sighs-

Speaking of relationships, i haven't seen jimmy in a LONG time. Even though i live with him, i hardly see his face. Probably because I'm now working..He's always out.

Syn wrote:

Maybe not linoleum but to be honest sex is really all that's on my mind. I mean, yeah, I'd like a relationship and the stability that I thought I had with Matt. But I've kinda realized that 16 is too young to be searching for that. Well for me at least.

-nods-
Yeah.
To be honest.
A relationship. Is all I want right now.
-looks up at Matt-
A loving boyfriend who I can trust with anything and everything.

OH, Mum's calling for dinner.
You two want any, come up with me.
If not, see you later.
-leaves to have dinner-

Syn wrote:

Well not straight away. I mean, I'm not just going to sleep with him because he smiles at me.
Oh God, his smile...
But I... would like to.
Oh God, you must think I'm a slut.

No not really.
I just hope you know what being with an older man might include.
I dont want you to get hurt Syn, I do care for you, you know.
I just hope you know what you are doing, is all.

And okay Zacky!
-Kisses-
See you later!

Syn wrote:

Maybe not linoleum but to be honest sex is really all that's on my mind. I mean, yeah, I'd like a relationship and the stability that I thought I had with Matt. But I've kinda realized that 16 is too young to be searching for that. Well for me at least.

Syn.
Me and you, we did have something special.
I loved you so much.
And still kinda do a little bit
There is no thought anymore.
I loved you Syn, and we had a good relationship.
It was my mom that fucked it up, not us.
And you also a little bit when you fucking dumped me

I'm glad you are being safe and sensible with him Syn.

And I dont know.
It was my mom who broke us up, basically. And I guess we were too weak to fight.
It was nothing about not loving eachother enough.
Cos I sure as hell know I had enough to keep me wanting to date you.
I dont know what it was...
And we had so many good times.
-Smiles-
Just spending days together.
When we first admitted our feelings.
The first kiss, the first time.
The never ending trip to the shop.
The kissing, the touching.
The 3-hour long shower or whatever.
The caves, each house.. here.
We had a good time.
We really did.

Syn wrote:

We did, didn't we?
I could have spent the rest of my life with you. If your mom hadn't destroyed us, I mean. I'd spend hours at night just dreaming of our future. We'd be successful musicians, we'd buy a big house together, we'd just spend days making love, we'd get married in Vegas and adopt three kids. We'd die holding hands while we slept. I saw everything I ever wanted with you but obviously it wasn't to be.
*smiles sadly*
But you're happy now and I'm... I'm getting there. So everything's going to work out.

((Hehe funny :) ))

Syn wrote:

We did, didn't we?
I could have spent the rest of my life with you. If your mom hadn't destroyed us, I mean. I'd spend hours at night just dreaming of our future. We'd be successful musicians, we'd buy a big house together, we'd just spend days making love, we'd get married in Vegas and adopt three kids. We'd die holding hands while we slept. I saw everything I ever wanted with you but obviously it wasn't to be.
*smiles sadly*
But you're happy now and I'm... I'm getting there. So everything's going to work out.

-Feels stab of regret-
Shit Syn, I had no idea about all that.
I loved you so much. And I still kind of do.
I'm sad things couldnt work out between us.
I wish so much that I could go back in time and change everything.
Im sad that she managed to destroy this. I'll... never forgive her for it.
And, we will be happy. I know we will. If not then... I dont know. We can just become priests or something.
-Smiles weakly-

-Laughs-
That would be so funny.
Father Shadows? Or Father Sanders? Hmm...

And it's a good thing you won't act on it.
Cos no doubt, if you did, I wouldnt be able to resist you.
And that would fuck a whole lot of things up.

-Grins-
You okay Syn?
Hahaha
-Looks at ceiling and thinks of image of being priests-
It would be so funny...
I would be such an awesome priest.
You would come to my sermons, right?
I think you'd be the only one who would. Hahaa.
I think everyone else would be too scared. Hahaha.

-comes down the stairs-
My mum makes a goooood lasagna.
So, what were you guys talking bout?
-sits next to Matt on the sofa-

-laughs-
I would suck at being a priest.
Maybe I could be a choirboy, I can sing, sort of.

Haha
Hey Zacky.
-Kisses-
Had fun?
I thought your mom was out...
She... or you havent been in your room yet, have you?
-Kisses-
Us being priests... hmm...
Hahah Frank could be a nun...
Jimmy could be... oh god, what could Jimmy be? Haha.