RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Zacky I cant... I cant cry infront of you.
It's so selfish... after you have been through today... my reason to cry is just nothing...
-Holds in bed-
Like... Syn broke up with me.
-Cries-
Zacky, I love him so much...And then... he ended it...
-Closes eyes-
-Cries-
I'm sorry. I'm so selfish, I should be looking after you, not the other way round...

No it's ok.
You are looking after me, you're here right?
-strokes hair-
I didn't know about you and Syn.
I'm so sorry.
And you are not selfish for having feelings Mattie.
-rocks-
-kisses hair-
what would make you feel better Matt?
What can I do for you, you have done so much for me this evening and I feel I need to return the favour.
-strokes hair out of face-

-Smiles-
The only thing you could do to make it all better is go back in time and make us not break up.
Or make me not fall in love with him in the first place.
-Cuddles-
I dont know. I want to feel better, I just dont know what would help...
And thanks Zacky, for being there for me.
-Kisses cheek-
You are the best friend a guy could ever have.
-Strokes cheek and smiles-

-smiles-
Hey. Thats what friends are for.
-huggles-
So, you wanna talk some more, or go to sleep?

-Smiles-
Whatever you want Zacky.
Getting sick of talking to me, huh?
-Grins-
If you wanna sleep now, then that's okay.
I'm gonna try and not think about him.
-Smiles-
It only makes me sad. And I dont wanna be sad around you.
-Cuddles-

Naw.
I could sit and talk to you for hours.
Remember last year when we just used to talk all night.
I miss that.

Okay then Zacky.
-Smiles-
I could talk all night with you, easy anyway.
-Yawn-
Maybe not tonight though, I'm pretty tired. Ha.
So... what do you wanna talk about?
-Grins-

Erm...
You?
Haven't like just talked for ages.
Like about anything.
You know.
Erm...
We could talk about...prom.
-shrugs-

Prom?
I...
Whoa.
I guessed I was going with Syn. But I guess I wont be.
-Pauses-
You're going with Mick, right?
Ha, I guess I will be alone... Ha.
-Cuddles closer-
It'll be okay though...

I'm not sure if I want to go with Mick now.
I really don't know.

-Smiles-
You can do what you want Zacky.
-Grins-
-Hugs-
Ha, I love you Zacky.
-Puts head on shoulder-
-Touches leg with foot-
-Grins-
Ha.

-laughs-
You are so silly.
-snuggles into Matt's touch-
I guess we better get some sleep then.
-looks into eyes-
Love you Mattie.
-kisses softly-

-lays head on Matt's chest-
-falls asleep in Matt's arms-

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Say what you want Matt
Goodnight guys...
-steps out door-
And to where are you going?
The streetlight?
The cave?
Ontop of the huge hill by your house that you used to sleep on when you were a kid?
Home?
I don't have a home..
-Spots a playground-
Bingo!
-Crawls into tunnel and lies down-
-Looks up at graffiti-
-Takes out marker and scribbles down-
Frank loves _____
-bites lip-
-closes eyes-
-sleeps-

((I'm bringing gerard into this))
-gets out of house for fresh air-
How am i going to confront mikey...How am i going to face my father..I don't think i can..
-walks-
where am i going? I'm not sure...I sure as hell dont want to go back to my house.
-spots a playground-
Hmm..playground sounds good right now. Its dark and i dont care..
-makes way through the gates and spots feet coming out of the tunnel-
HOLY SHIT! THAT BETTER NOT BE A DEAD PERSON!
-gets a stick and pokes at it-

EXCUSE ME
Please dont poke the homeless people.
-Grunts out-
Gerard???

-gasps- FRANK?!
The hell are you doing in..? what?!
homeless? why homeless?
((gtg. be on in like...an hour or so))

Homeless cause my friends most likely hate me.
Well only a few...
And because my faimly doesnt give a shit.
Now if you'll excuse me, I need sleep.

-kicks feet- No. Don't go to sleep goddammit!
Only a few hate you?
-sits down by tunnel-
I doubt that the few do hate you..it's just..everyone is going through some kind of..odd situation and needs to get through it. I think you happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time...

The matt and syn thing? Not your fault. You were just...following what you felt would be right. You liked it didn't you? I wouldn't blame you. It's just what humans do sometimes...ya know?

and My family doesnt give a shit either! Look where i'm at, frank! I'm staying with my boyfriend and his parents that are kinda pissed he even offered their place. When did you get kicked out, by the way? and Why?

-waits for response but hears nothing-
-pats feet-
I just can't believe you didn't tell me sooner...
-sighs- I dont blame you if you didn't want to...at all.
-knocks on the tunnel-
You are not going to sleep here in the tunnel all night. I won't allow it! Even if i have to drag you out of there by the feet and buy you a night in a nearby hotel. It's on me. -digs in pocket and takes out some cash- I have enough. It can be a place ALL to yourself, i swear.

((frank WILL agree to the hotel thing. LOL -shakes fist-))

-Wakes up during night-
-Dreamt everything was all good and happy with Syn-
-Remembers-
Oh Fuck...
-Pulls Zacky closer-
-Snuggles into arms-
We will just have to comfort eachother...
-Kisses softly-
-Falls back to sleep-

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Say what you want Matt
Goodnight guys...
-steps out door-
And to where are you going?
The streetlight?
The cave?
Ontop of the huge hill by your house that you used to sleep on when you were a kid?
Home?
I don't have a home..
-Spots a playground-
Bingo!
-Crawls into tunnel and lies down-
-Looks up at graffiti-
-Takes out marker and scribbles down-
Frank loves _____
-bites lip-
-closes eyes-
-sleeps-

((I'm bringing gerard into this))
-gets out of house for fresh air-
How am i going to confront mikey...How am i going to face my father..I don't think i can..
-walks-
where am i going? I'm not sure...I sure as hell dont want to go back to my house.
-spots a playground-
Hmm..playground sounds good right now. Its dark and i dont care..
-makes way through the gates and spots feet coming out of the tunnel-
HOLY SHIT! THAT BETTER NOT BE A DEAD PERSON!
-gets a stick and pokes at it-

EXCUSE ME
Please dont poke the homeless people.
-Grunts out-
Gerard???

-gasps- FRANK?!
The hell are you doing in..? what?!
homeless? why homeless?
((gtg. be on in like...an hour or so))

Homeless cause my friends most likely hate me.
Well only a few...
And because my faimly doesnt give a shit.
Now if you'll excuse me, I need sleep.

-kicks feet- No. Don't go to sleep goddammit!
Only a few hate you?
-sits down by tunnel-
I doubt that the few do hate you..it's just..everyone is going through some kind of..odd situation and needs to get through it. I think you happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time...

The matt and syn thing? Not your fault. You were just...following what you felt would be right. You liked it didn't you? I wouldn't blame you. It's just what humans do sometimes...ya know?

and My family doesnt give a shit either! Look where i'm at, frank! I'm staying with my boyfriend and his parents that are kinda pissed he even offered their place. When did you get kicked out, by the way? and Why?

-waits for response but hears nothing-
-pats feet-
I just can't believe you didn't tell me sooner...
-sighs- I dont blame you if you didn't want to...at all.
-knocks on the tunnel-
You are not going to sleep here in the tunnel all night. I won't allow it! Even if i have to drag you out of there by the feet and buy you a night in a nearby hotel. It's on me. -digs in pocket and takes out some cash- I have enough. It can be a place ALL to yourself, i swear.

[[We'll just say Frank never fell alseep... as for me, I fainted after you called me Becky, heh, sorry. And I love your signiture, hahaha.]]

Ahhhhh, Gee your right.
Screw Matt, screw Syn, both those pathetic saps, they'll end up all happy together again. Blah blah. I never want to come between them again! As for my family... I can hardly remember.. I came home drunk, I think i mentioned to my dad about being gay, not even knowing that I did.. and just-so-happens my grandfather was in the other room listening. Well my dumbass dad's quest in life is to fucking make his father proud, not mine obviously, and this was definitley something to make him look bad right? So he went haywire and dumped all my shit out my window pushed me out and told me to come back when I decided against being a queer faggot. Parents just can't ever fucking except anything.
Not that I really cared, cause I never really went home anyways..

-rolls eyes-
-kicks the top the tunnel and sighs-
Gerard, I'm so sorry, sorry for everything. I was so wrapped up in dumbass thoughts to even care about my best friend.
-Climbs out-
And you still dont hate me.
-hugs tightly and kisses forehead-
Thank you so much.
I promise I'll never let anything come between us again.
Sure I'll go with you.

((Matt and Zacky spent all day together, just up in Zacky's room and talking.))

Quote :

[[We'll just say Frank never fell alseep... as for me, I fainted after you called me Becky, heh, sorry. And I love your signiture, hahaha.]]

Ahhhhh, Gee your right.
Screw Matt, screw Syn, both those pathetic saps, they'll end up all happy together again. Blah blah. I never want to come between them again! As for my family... I can hardly remember.. I came home drunk, I think i mentioned to my dad about being gay, not even knowing that I did.. and just-so-happens my grandfather was in the other room listening. Well my dumbass dad's quest in life is to fucking make his father proud, not mine obviously, and this was definitley something to make him look bad right? So he went haywire and dumped all my shit out my window pushed me out and told me to come back when I decided against being a queer faggot. Parents just can't ever fucking except anything.
Not that I really cared, cause I never really went home anyways..

-rolls eyes-
-kicks the top the tunnel and sighs-
Gerard, I'm so sorry, sorry for everything. I was so wrapped up in dumbass thoughts to even care about my best friend.
-Climbs out-
And you still dont hate me.
-hugs tightly and kisses forehead-
Thank you so much.
I promise I'll never let anything come between us again.
Sure I'll go with you.

No problem, Frank.
((let's just say its night still lol!))
-takes hand and pulls up-
The hotel is right down the road there.
-points-
I can only afford two nights for you.
This was going to be my money so i could get an apartment..but..Frank seems more in need now. I can always get a job and do overtime..It wasn't that much anyways..soo starting over isnt a big deal

Come on
-smiles and walks down the street and to the hotel-
-arrives in front of the hotel-
Here..take the money. Want me to go in with you or..go?
-hands the money- See if this is enough..

Gerard wrote:

Quote :

[[We'll just say Frank never fell alseep... as for me, I fainted after you called me Becky, heh, sorry. And I love your signiture, hahaha.]]

Ahhhhh, Gee your right.
Screw Matt, screw Syn, both those pathetic saps, they'll end up all happy together again. Blah blah. I never want to come between them again! As for my family... I can hardly remember.. I came home drunk, I think i mentioned to my dad about being gay, not even knowing that I did.. and just-so-happens my grandfather was in the other room listening. Well my dumbass dad's quest in life is to fucking make his father proud, not mine obviously, and this was definitley something to make him look bad right? So he went haywire and dumped all my shit out my window pushed me out and told me to come back when I decided against being a queer faggot. Parents just can't ever fucking except anything.
Not that I really cared, cause I never really went home anyways..

-rolls eyes-
-kicks the top the tunnel and sighs-
Gerard, I'm so sorry, sorry for everything. I was so wrapped up in dumbass thoughts to even care about my best friend.
-Climbs out-
And you still dont hate me.
-hugs tightly and kisses forehead-
Thank you so much.
I promise I'll never let anything come between us again.
Sure I'll go with you.

No problem, Frank.
((let's just say its night still lol!))
-takes hand and pulls up-
The hotel is right down the road there.
-points-
I can only afford two nights for you.
This was going to be my money so i could get an apartment..but..Frank seems more in need now. I can always get a job and do overtime..It wasn't that much anyways..soo starting over isnt a big deal

Come on
-smiles and walks down the street and to the hotel-
-arrives in front of the hotel-
Here..take the money. Want me to go in with you or..go?
-hands the money- See if this is enough..

No, Gee come with me, where are you gonna go?
Being alone just gives me a reason to feel sorry for myself, ha.
Sad but true.
Uhm... actually, theres no need for a hotel..
Lets just.. go somewhere.. do something..
[Which I really need to start doing xD]

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Quote :

[[We'll just say Frank never fell alseep... as for me, I fainted after you called me Becky, heh, sorry. And I love your signiture, hahaha.]]

Ahhhhh, Gee your right.
Screw Matt, screw Syn, both those pathetic saps, they'll end up all happy together again. Blah blah. I never want to come between them again! As for my family... I can hardly remember.. I came home drunk, I think i mentioned to my dad about being gay, not even knowing that I did.. and just-so-happens my grandfather was in the other room listening. Well my dumbass dad's quest in life is to fucking make his father proud, not mine obviously, and this was definitley something to make him look bad right? So he went haywire and dumped all my shit out my window pushed me out and told me to come back when I decided against being a queer faggot. Parents just can't ever fucking except anything.
Not that I really cared, cause I never really went home anyways..

-rolls eyes-
-kicks the top the tunnel and sighs-
Gerard, I'm so sorry, sorry for everything. I was so wrapped up in dumbass thoughts to even care about my best friend.
-Climbs out-
And you still dont hate me.
-hugs tightly and kisses forehead-
Thank you so much.
I promise I'll never let anything come between us again.
Sure I'll go with you.

No problem, Frank.
((let's just say its night still lol!))
-takes hand and pulls up-
The hotel is right down the road there.
-points-
I can only afford two nights for you.
This was going to be my money so i could get an apartment..but..Frank seems more in need now. I can always get a job and do overtime..It wasn't that much anyways..soo starting over isnt a big deal

Come on
-smiles and walks down the street and to the hotel-
-arrives in front of the hotel-
Here..take the money. Want me to go in with you or..go?
-hands the money- See if this is enough..

No, Gee come with me, where are you gonna go?
Being alone just gives me a reason to feel sorry for myself, ha.
Sad but true.
Uhm... actually, theres no need for a hotel..
Lets just.. go somewhere.. do something..
[Which I really need to start doing xD]

Okay, whatever you want, frank.
-walks the opposite direction-
You know what? Since we dont have..like..permanent homes..how 'bout me and you rent an apartment. Get jobs...and stuff
I mean, we were kicked out for the same reasons except..you were drunk and i was snitched on by my brother.

We dont have to, it's just a suggestion
-looks away-

((hi every1))

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Quote :

[[We'll just say Frank never fell alseep... as for me, I fainted after you called me Becky, heh, sorry. And I love your signiture, hahaha.]]

Ahhhhh, Gee your right.
Screw Matt, screw Syn, both those pathetic saps, they'll end up all happy together again. Blah blah. I never want to come between them again! As for my family... I can hardly remember.. I came home drunk, I think i mentioned to my dad about being gay, not even knowing that I did.. and just-so-happens my grandfather was in the other room listening. Well my dumbass dad's quest in life is to fucking make his father proud, not mine obviously, and this was definitley something to make him look bad right? So he went haywire and dumped all my shit out my window pushed me out and told me to come back when I decided against being a queer faggot. Parents just can't ever fucking except anything.
Not that I really cared, cause I never really went home anyways..

-rolls eyes-
-kicks the top the tunnel and sighs-
Gerard, I'm so sorry, sorry for everything. I was so wrapped up in dumbass thoughts to even care about my best friend.
-Climbs out-
And you still dont hate me.
-hugs tightly and kisses forehead-
Thank you so much.
I promise I'll never let anything come between us again.
Sure I'll go with you.

No problem, Frank.
((let's just say its night still lol!))
-takes hand and pulls up-
The hotel is right down the road there.
-points-
I can only afford two nights for you.
This was going to be my money so i could get an apartment..but..Frank seems more in need now. I can always get a job and do overtime..It wasn't that much anyways..soo starting over isnt a big deal

Come on
-smiles and walks down the street and to the hotel-
-arrives in front of the hotel-
Here..take the money. Want me to go in with you or..go?
-hands the money- See if this is enough..

No, Gee come with me, where are you gonna go?
Being alone just gives me a reason to feel sorry for myself, ha.
Sad but true.
Uhm... actually, theres no need for a hotel..
Lets just.. go somewhere.. do something..
[Which I really need to start doing xD]

Okay, whatever you want, frank.
-walks the opposite direction-
You know what? Since we dont have..like..permanent homes..how 'bout me and you rent an apartment. Get jobs...and stuff
I mean, we were kicked out for the same reasons except..you were drunk and i was snitched on by my brother.

We dont have to, it's just a suggestion
-looks away-

Hey! thats such a good idea!
I should make something of myself.
Who the fuck's gonna hire me though?
[PROSTITUTION, LOL]

Jimmeh wrote:

((hi every1))

((-rolls eyes- YIKES! i have to leaveeee. NOOOOO!!!! -clings to you- hehehehe...))