RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Matt wrote:

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:

Syn wrote:: But we weren't together! Remember my 14th birthday? You blew me off to hang out with that girl, Angela. At least I was only up the fucking stairs!

If you didn't want to do those things with Frank then you should have fucking stopped doing it! You didn't need to go that far! You could have stopped! You could have said no!

Matt, nothing you can say is going to change my mind. It's over. We're over.

Fine.
Nothing I can say.
Nothing I can do.
Then fine, Syn.
I love you more than anything in the world, and nothing is ever gonna stop that. But if you think that after all we have been through that you should break up with me after one handjob, then fine.
-Tries not to cry-
-Stands up-
-Sniffs-
Dont fucking cry Sanders, even though this is all your own fucking fault, screwing up the only thing you loved more in the world.
-Closes eyes-
I can't believe this is actually happening...

No, I'm sure you just figured "Oh, he'll forgive me again, like the fucking idiot he is. He's hot so therefore he's obviously dumb enough to put up with being cheated on."
And you don't love me. If you'd loved me, you wouldn't have done this to me.

Are you crazy Syn?
No I didnt fucking figure that. I didnt think you would ever get mad at it! I did it for us! Frank was uncomfortable touching me and stuff and I didnt think my mother would believe it. She is god with body language and all that. I thought I should try and get him used to it.
I didnt feel anything while doing it, I didnt think about him, or want him, or any of that, all I thought about was you, i swear to you! All I fucking want id you!
And I do love you Syn, are you kidding me? I have and would still do anything in the world for us to be together. Cos when I am, I am the happiest person in the world. I love you Syn, I do! I fucking love you more than anything in the world ever, I do. I do...

And your hands just happened to wrap around his cock while doing that did they? Matt, I don't care what you were doing it for. You shouldn't have been doing it. I don't care if you were trying to be convincing for the sake of us. You should have known that by doing that with him, there would be no us left.

There's nothing left for us. It's over. It's... *bites lip*... it's over.

But I don't know how I'm going to survive without you at my side.

Matt wrote:

Syn wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:

Syn wrote:: But we weren't together! Remember my 14th birthday? You blew me off to hang out with that girl, Angela. At least I was only up the fucking stairs!

If you didn't want to do those things with Frank then you should have fucking stopped doing it! You didn't need to go that far! You could have stopped! You could have said no!

Matt, nothing you can say is going to change my mind. It's over. We're over.

Fine.
Nothing I can say.
Nothing I can do.
Then fine, Syn.
I love you more than anything in the world, and nothing is ever gonna stop that. But if you think that after all we have been through that you should break up with me after one handjob, then fine.
-Tries not to cry-
-Stands up-
-Sniffs-
Dont fucking cry Sanders, even though this is all your own fucking fault, screwing up the only thing you loved more in the world.
-Closes eyes-
I can't believe this is actually happening...

No, I'm sure you just figured "Oh, he'll forgive me again, like the fucking idiot he is. He's hot so therefore he's obviously dumb enough to put up with being cheated on."
And you don't love me. If you'd loved me, you wouldn't have done this to me.

((this is just so sad. I love you syn! XDD))

[[*sniffles* I LOVE YOU TOOOOO!!! *cries on shoulder*
I don't actually know why I broke them up. Probably because I personally wouldn't stand for the cheating... ever. *scowls*]]

((Even if it was Matt Shadows?))

[[Unless it was with Syn and caught on tape, then nope.]]

Quote :: And your hands just happened to wrap around his cock while doing that did they? Matt, I don't care what you were doing it for. You shouldn't have been doing it. I don't care if you were trying to be convincing for the sake of us. You should have known that by doing that with him, there would be no us left.

There's nothing left for us. It's over. It's... *bites lip*... it's over.

But I don't know how I'm going to survive without you at my side.

He said it is over! There is no point Matt, just fucking go! Leave him. Is he even worth your fucking heart being broken?
Yes. He is worth everything

It's all over.
-Repeats-
Fucking accept it!
I...Well...please I....Fuck....No...point....
-Sigh-
And there is nothing I can do or say to change your mind, right?

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: -takes clothes-
-changes quickly-
-doesn't say a word-
Matt, can you...take me home?

Yes of course.
Want me to carry you? Or do you wanna walk? If you can?
Back to your house?

-nods-
Can you just support me?
And yeah, my house.

Of course Zacky
-Wraps arm around shoulder and waist-
Come on...
-Starts walking-
You okay?
I could carry you if you really wanted to...

Oh fuck.
Oh it hurts too much.
-wells up-
Matt, you'll need to carry me.
I'm sorry...

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Don't give in Syn, don't give in. He's hurt you too much.

But I need him... I need him in my life. I... I can't live my life without him.

You don't need someone who'll cheat on you.

But he said it was for us...

Bullshit! It was for his dick!

I'm going to fucking die without him...

As oppose to dying a little everytime he does this to you?

*shakes head*
Nothing.

[[Gah, even I'm almost crying now, haha!]]

No worries Zacky.
-Picks up slowly-
-One arm under back of neck, other arm at back on knees-
This better?
-Starts to carry slowly-
Fuck he is heavier than I though

Syn wrote:: Don't give in Syn, don't give in. He's hurt you too much.

But I need him... I need him in my life. I... I can't live my life without him.

You don't need someone who'll cheat on you.

But he said it was for us...

Bullshit! It was for his dick!

I'm going to fucking die without him...

As oppose to dying a little everytime he does this to you?

*shakes head*
Nothing.

[[Gah, even I'm almost crying now, haha!]]

{Mwahahah dont do it then!}

I...
-Cries-
Okay... If that is what you want.
Syn, I love you. Never forget that okay? And I'll never stop.
If you ever change your mind, you know where I will be. Alone. Forever, I swear to god, that is where I will be without you.
-Tears-
I'm sorry, I really am.

Matt wrote:: No worries Zacky.
-Picks up slowly-
-One arm under back of neck, other arm at back on knees-
This better?
-Starts to carry slowly-
Fuck he is heavier than I though

-wraps arms around Matt's neck-
:(
-says weakly- Thank you...

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:: No worries Zacky.
-Picks up slowly-
-One arm under back of neck, other arm at back on knees-
This better?
-Starts to carry slowly-
Fuck he is heavier than I though

-wraps arms around Matt's neck-
:(
-says weakly- Thank you...

-Smiles-
Okay Zacky.
-Starts walking awkwardly back to Zackys-
Thank god you dont live all that far away...
-Walks out of house and down pathway-
It's dark, might be better, must look a little strange me carrying you like this....
-Smiles-
I really am sorry about this. I wish we had stopped it earlier. But at least we stopped it there not when it had gone further....
I'm so sorry still.

Don't let him leave... he's really sorry!

He cheated on me! Again! He can't help himself... I can't be with him.

I'm sorry too. I'm sorry that I'm losing the best thing that ever happened to me. The only thing that ever mattered to me. I'm sorry that I'm not big enough to forgive you.

Syn wrote:: Don't let him leave... he's really sorry!

He cheated on me! Again! He can't help himself... I can't be with him.

I'm sorry too. I'm sorry that I'm losing the best thing that ever happened to me. The only thing that ever mattered to me. I'm sorry that I'm not big enough to forgive you.

((-gerard magically pops up out of no where and hugs syn, then magically disappears- lol i had to do that..sorry..))

[[Random, but is anyone reading zackyv's latest fic on Fandom? And does anyone else think that the twist is already painfully obvious?]]

Gerard wrote:

Syn wrote:: Don't let him leave... he's really sorry!

He cheated on me! Again! He can't help himself... I can't be with him.

I'm sorry too. I'm sorry that I'm losing the best thing that ever happened to me. The only thing that ever mattered to me. I'm sorry that I'm not big enough to forgive you.

((-gerard magically pops up out of no where and hugs syn, then magically disappears- lol i had to do that..sorry..))

[[GERARD HUGGLES! They make everything better and shiny! :D]]

Syn wrote:: Don't let him leave... he's really sorry!

He cheated on me! Again! He can't help himself... I can't be with him.

I'm sorry too. I'm sorry that I'm losing the best thing that ever happened to me. The only thing that ever mattered to me. I'm sorry that I'm not big enough to forgive you.

I'm sorry too.
Sorry about Frank and messing up the best thing that ever happened to me, which is you.
I'm sorry that we can't be together.
I'm sorry for everything.
I'm just... sorry.

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:: No worries Zacky.
-Picks up slowly-
-One arm under back of neck, other arm at back on knees-
This better?
-Starts to carry slowly-
Fuck he is heavier than I though

-wraps arms around Matt's neck-
:(
-says weakly- Thank you...

-Smiles-
Okay Zacky.
-Starts walking awkwardly back to Zackys-
Thank god you dont live all that far away...
-Walks out of house and down pathway-
It's dark, might be better, must look a little strange me carrying you like this....
-Smiles-
I really am sorry about this. I wish we had stopped it earlier. But at least we stopped it there not when it had gone further....
I'm so sorry still.

It's not your fault...
-cries-

Can you just... go? I want to be alone.

And you being there is just making it so much harder to stick with this.

*rolls onto side*
*pulls pillow to chest*
*hugs tightly*

Quote :: It's not your fault...
-cries-

It isnt.
And it isnt yours.
The only person's fault it is, is Jacoby and James.
But it will be okay.
-Almost at Zacky's house-
I will never let them touch you again...

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Syn wrote:: Can you just... go? I want to be alone.

And you being there is just making it so much harder to stick with this.

*rolls onto side*
*pulls pillow to chest*
*hugs tightly*

Whatever you want Syn.
See you... sometime.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
Dont forget that.
-Bows head-
Leaves bedroom.
Last time I will see his room, no doubt
Fuck I love him, I can't be without him... I... can't leave him...
-Cries silently outside of bedroom-

-looks at Matt with eyes full of pain-
-kisses softly-
-closes eyes-
-rests forehead on shoulder-

Syn wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Syn wrote:: Don't let him leave... he's really sorry!

He cheated on me! Again! He can't help himself... I can't be with him.

I'm sorry too. I'm sorry that I'm losing the best thing that ever happened to me. The only thing that ever mattered to me. I'm sorry that I'm not big enough to forgive you.

((-gerard magically pops up out of no where and hugs syn, then magically disappears- lol i had to do that..sorry..))

[[GERARD HUGGLES! They make everything better and shiny! :D]]

((Its just so sad! I really do want Syn to feel better! Then it wouldn't make sense if gerard comes through the door of his room and hugs then leaves without saying a word. Sooooo....FREE HUGS FOR VANESSA!!!
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MUAHAHAHA!! -pats gerard on the head- Yessss.lol ))

Zacky wrote:: -looks at Matt with eyes full of pain-
-kisses softly-
-closes eyes-
-rests forehead on shoulder-

-Smiles at Zacky-
It's gonna be okay, I will protect you.
Do you want me to stay with you tonight?

*sobs heavily*
*grabs bottle of whiskey from cupboard*
[[Coz Syn has a never-ending supply... I am actually going to go somewhere with the whole drinking thing at some point over the next week.]]
*drinks, whilst crying*

[[Right! That's me out for a few days. I *might* be on on Saturday night but I can't make any promises. I'll either be back on Sunday night or Monday... day. BYE ALL! :)

P.S. Love the little Mattacky thing, so sweet!]]

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: -looks at Matt with eyes full of pain-
-kisses softly-
-closes eyes-
-rests forehead on shoulder-

-Smiles at Zacky-
It's gonna be okay, I will protect you.
Do you want me to stay with you tonight?

Please, will you?
Will you, tell my mum what happened? Please?
I don't think I could do it alone...

-Hear's glass bottle-
And now he drinks
-Closes eyes-
-Leaves house slowly-

.......................

{Okay that is it for all the back in time stuff}

BYE SYN! HAVE FUN!!

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