RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Micky wrote:: {{Nope. JUST COS HE KNOWS IT IS TRUE! AND IS TRYING TO FIND ME TO RAPE ME INTO NOT TELLING ANYONE!
MICK I AM HEREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
LOL!!!!!!!!!}}

((NO! She is here really! In Chloe's body. :D ))

Micky wrote:: {{Okay really gotta go now! See you later!!! xxxxx}}

((BYE!
I won#t be on til later tomorrow, because the computer engineer man is coming around. Night xxx))

((Pardon the REALLY REALLY REALLY long post. Take time to read, please. I take time to read all of yours. :) ))

-walks through door of house-
-sees Mom,Dad, and Mikey waiting in the living room, eyeing him closely-

Uhm..Hey guys. What's..what's up?
-closes door behind him-
-Mom looks worriedly at her husband-
-he grimaces and shifts positions in his seat-

Dad:What's up, gerard? what's up is that you are in deep ass trouble.
Woah..that's the first time he's ever ..cussed. I mean he has but..that was because he was trying to fix the sink

-Mom starts to cry and Mikey hugs her for comfort-

What? What did i do?
Dad:Mikey told us what you...what you are. I am DISGUSTED!
WHAT THE HELL?! WHAT AM I?!

What? I don't under-

Dad:Mikey told us you were gay. That you were sleeping with all of your friends. That you're over at that friend's basement so damn much to have ...

-Mikey smiles evily-

THAT'S NOT TRUE

Dad: WHAT'S NOT TRUE?! THAT YOU'RE GAY OR FUCKING ALL OF THOSE POOR BOYS! I PERSONALLY THINK IT ALL TIES IN TOGETHER

Dad!! I would never-

Dad: DON'T DAD ME! YOUR MOTHER AND I ARE DISGUSTED. SO IS MIKEY!! HE SAW YOU WITH THEM! ALL OF THEM!
Mom: Gerard, Honey,
Dad: Don't call him that...
Mom: Call him what?
Dad: "Honey" He doesn't deserve it
Mom: Gerard..Please.Tell us the truth and we won't get mad or punish you
Dad: WHAT?! I SURE AS HELL WILL IF YOU WONT!

Ma..Papa..I swear to you that what Mikey is saying is all a lie!
Dad: And we should trust you? HE'S more responsible and more honest. he IS the younger one.

OF COURSE HE FUCKIN' IS! I DON'T TRUST HIS SKINNY ASS ANYMORE!! NOT ANYMORE AFTER THIS!

Dad: Get out of my house..just MOVE out. GO! WE DON'T CARE!
ALL BECAUSE IM GAY?!
Dad: SO you are?! You're really proving your point of NOT lying when you ARE lying. We want you to go! I don't care where you go, we don't allow your kind in my house.

Dad..I didn't have sex with any guy.

Mikey: What about Jimmy? -smirks-
Dad: Jimmy? The one i wanted to meet?

We're going out...okay? I lied to you saying i was going out with Jamie when it was really Jimmy. I love him.

Dad: Oh do you now? If he loves you back, he'll probably give you a place to stay because..you sure aren't staying in this household. Not ever. Go!
Mom: Honey, please! It's not a big deal!
Dad: I can't have his kind in my house!!

Fine..I'll leave...if that makes you fuckin' happy! I'll be homeless. What a GREAT dad you are!

-looks at mikey who seems to be scared half to death-

I hope you're happy...You aren't my brother anymore..

-storms out of house-

((phew..that was LONG...now for next emo post))

I don't know where to go..I don't know what to do. This is all bullshit. This must be a nightmare or something. I really didn't know being gay was such..such a BAD thing. I-I can't believe my own brother, whom i've loved all my life, lied about me. This is all so sudden. I'll just keep walking. I'll just keep walking until i starve and collapse to the floor. It's not like my friends care anymore. Syn and Matt are just to into eachother and too selfish to care about what happens to me. Zacky and Mick are as happy as..a fuckin' clam-Whatever the hell that means. Jimmy isn't here at all. They don't care anymore! Before we all came out, it was better. It was..WAY better than this. It's like we chose love before friendship. It sure as hell seems love is better to them.

-starts to cry-

And Mikey...Why would he do that to me?! He didn't understand how..how mad dad would've got if he told. NOW LOOK WHAT HAPPENED! I should be happy I'm alive. But..I have no home, no food, no spare clothes...I don't know what to do.
-walks into nearby Park and sits down on bench-

-sigh-

Gerard way: The homosexual Hobo of New Jersey. Give him 50 cents and a sandwich and he might do you. Buy one get one free. LIMITED TIME OFFER. Get some lovin' before he gets AIDS and dies.

-groans and places head in hands-

It's getting dark...I don't where i can sleep...
-lays down, looking up at the cloudy night sky-
Maybe..here..I don't give a damn if someone decides to brutally murder my good-for-nothing self.

-closes eyes to sleep-

If they dont do it...I will..tomorrow. With what? Im not sure but i want a sloowww death to make my family feel sorry for me

-finally drifts off to sleep, crying a bit-

-wakes up, unfamiliar with surroundings-

-groans and sits up-

Oh yeah..I'm in the park...

-rubs eyes-

Time to kill yourself? Yeah. Do it. They won't care. Nobody will. Maybe jimmy..but he'll probably be gone long enough to not even notice. Jimmy...Oh god, I love him. I wish he was here to talk me out of this. Pete? He's probably still upset on what i told him. Frank cares too much about Matt. Well..out of people who "loved" me. There's no turning back now though.

TALK ME OUT OF IT! ANY ONE WHO FUCKIN' CARES!!!!

-covers mouth from sudden outburst-
-looks around at the people leering at him-

-gets up and storms off-

I know how i can do it! The doctor gave me Anti-depressants not too long after grandma died. I can use those! Yeah.. but they're in the house..
-looks at watch-
its early. Mom and Dad are at work and Mikey is still at school. I can do it.
-runs non-stop until he gets to the house-

-goes in and gets the pills, alcohol, and a knife.-

wait...maybe..if im here..i can get some clothes and food.
Do i have to kill myself?

Something tells me i should..but..im probably going to chicken out.
-hesitates-

-goes into room-
-takes out a backpack and packs it with clothes, food, and supplies-

I'll just carry the pills and stuff JUST in case i really want to do it.
-runs out of house quickly-

please someone help me. PLEASE!

-cries-

{{Awww I almost cried at Gerard, that was so sad. Dont worry though, someone will be there for him....:)}}

-Wakes up-
-Blinks-
Where am I? I...
-Squints eyes-
-Feels Syn lying next to-
-Smiles-
-Wraps arms around-
How come things always seem okay when I am lying with him?
-Smiles-
-Kisses softly-

Gerard wrote:: -goes into room-
-takes out a backpack and packs it with clothes, food, and supplies-

I'll just carry the pills and stuff JUST in case i really want to do it.
-runs out of house quickly-

please someone help me. PLEASE!

-cries-

-see's gerard run down street and legs it to catch up with him-

HULLO!!! -jumps on his back making us both topple over-

shit sorry babeh X3

what ya running from? saw me and knew i was gonna POUNCE!!!!!!!! RAWR!!! -bits shoulder playfully-

-hears muffled snivells coming from Gerard-

h..hey whats wrong? did i hurt you when i jumped on you?
please tell me whats wrong...

{{Yay! Someone is finally helping Gerard! Heha. Jimmeh, Gerard isnt online right now, so ye will just be talking to yoself. PLUS hai! Havent seen you in AGES! :o}}

{{God dammit my mom is dragging me to a hairdressers later... grr i havent been to one since... 2005... I AM NOT GONNA START NOW!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr}}

Matt wrote:: {{God dammit my mom is dragging me to a hairdressers later... grr i havent been to one since... 2005... I AM NOT GONNA START NOW!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr}}

((......LMAO!!!!! FUCK THE MAN JO!!!
FUCK
THE
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!!!!))

{{LOL yes, Fuck the man. Hah. Where are you btw? Home or school? I need to come in at some point. I havent got my passport signed! =O I dont care though I DO NOT WANNA DO THE PROM Damn Chloe is making me gooooo :(}}

[[Watching the first video Chloe posted, my friend was there. :(Syn winked at her. :( FUCKING TRIVIUM, BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE AND METALLICA PLAYED ON THE SAME DAY! Ahem... but Jo, no matter what even if you become a Syn fangirl, ye shall NEVER get him. That bitch is miiiiine. Seriously... when he was sleeping I tattooed 'Property of VANESSAAAAAAAAAA' on his lovely ass. Before adding 'Insert Matt here'. Heehee]]

I don't want to wake up. I don't want to open my eyes. I don't want this day to start.
*cuddles into Matt*
*opens eyes slightly, looks at clock*
4 hours until my 24 hours is up. I should just tell him, tell him what she's doing.
But then he'd hate me.
Fuck... I... I don't know what to do.
*feels kiss*
Guess I should wake up. Make him happy for these last few hours.
*opens eyes sleepily*
Morning.

[[Oh and that Gerard thing? Did make me cry. Poor guy!]]

Matt wrote:: {{Yay! Someone is finally helping Gerard! Heha. Jimmeh, Gerard isnt online right now, so ye will just be talking to yoself. PLUS hai! Havent seen you in AGES! :o}}

((yeah i no, but maybe the gerard (dont no her name X| ) will read and c i wuv hiiiiiiim))

Matt wrote:: {{LOL yes, Fuck the man. Hah. Where are you btw? Home or school? I need to come in at some point. I havent got my passport signed! =O I dont care though I DO NOT WANNA DO THE PROM Damn Chloe is making me gooooo :(}}

(( i r at hoooooooome....go 2 the prom....[plankton from spongebob voice]I COMMAND U TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

{{Dont worry, I will leave Syn to you. Haha. BUT DUDE DAN FROM MADINA LAKE IS SO HIS LONG LOST TWIN!!!! -Seen pics- SERIOUSLY!!!!}}

Good morning Syn...
-Yawns-
Whoa I have, like, been at his house for 24 hours. Meh, Not complaining...
-Kisses-
Had a nice night?

{And I was the one who told her aboot the Gerard storyline. Moohaaha, I make up all the storylines for Gerard. Hahahahaha I said that how aboot Gerard wasnt really gay, and just pretending to fit in with the crowd, but we didnt think that would work, so we decided this instead XD}}

Jimmeh wrote:

Matt wrote:: {{LOL yes, Fuck the man. Hah. Where are you btw? Home or school? I need to come in at some point. I havent got my passport signed! =O I dont care though I DO NOT WANNA DO THE PROM Damn Chloe is making me gooooo :(}}

(( i r at hoooooooome....go 2 the prom....[plankton from spongebob voice]I COMMAND U TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[[IT'S LIVE MATT! LIVE YOUR LIFE BLIND LIKE ME! NOT LIKE YOUR LIFE BLIND LIKE ME! I swear, that guy forgets the words more times than I fangirl over Syn. Who can't sing. I love him... but he can't sing. Except on the CD version of Seize The Day, then it sounds good. But he can't sing. See, I can find faults too.]]

Quote :: Dont worry, I will leave Syn to you. Haha. BUT DUDE DAN FROM MADINA LAKE IS SO HIS LONG LOST TWIN!!!! -Seen pics- SERIOUSLY!!!!}}

{And I was the one who told her aboot the Gerard storyline. Moohaaha, I make up all the storylines for Gerard. Hahahahaha I said that how aboot Gerard wasnt really gay, and just pretending to fit in with the crowd, but we didnt think that would work, so we decided this instead XD}}

WTF?! I DONT FUCKING THINK SO!!!! GEWARD WET ME SCREW HIM!!! THAT WOULDNT BE A GOOD STORY LINE DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD'''X

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TWINS I TELL YOU
TWINS!
{Not including the two blonde ones. Ha}

If you call having nightmares about being chased by a giant crab with your mom's face nice, then yeah... just peachy.
Any night's nice with you in my arms.
Ugh... how gay did that sound? Heh.

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{{Aww poor Matt. And yeah Jimmeh, tis why we didnt do it. I NEED TO FIND A PIC OF DAN WITH SUNGLASSES ON....}}

Matt wrote:: {Right at the left and...}

{Second in at the right}
TWINS I TELL YOU
TWINS!
{Not including the two blonde ones. Ha}

[[Looks more like Jared Leto. Syn's only twin is Johnny Depp. And we just think Johnny's secretly his dad.]]

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