RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

-Laughs at text-
-Texts back-

Okay then, see you soon then! Matt xxxxxxxx

{{Aww, I will see MCR again, I WILL. And not just in my dreams. Haha. And people who use chat speak I am usually like :suspect: for like an hour at the message trying to work out what it says. Haha}}

*runs to room, falling up the stairs*
*changes shirts*
*changes shirts again*
*...and again*
Fuck! Don't I own anything clean?
*finds clean shirt*
*grabs eyeliner and sweeps on*
Christ... my hair's so... ugh.
*grabs hat*
*runs downstairs, tripping on shoes*
Owwww...
*runs out of door*
*runs to Matt's*
*catches breath and knocks*

[[I've got to see MCR again, I've promised Melly that I'll take her to see them. Fuck that though, I just want to see them again.]]

-Cleans up room and house-
-Looks in mirror-
Fuck I look a mess.
-Washes face-
-Gets dressed-
-Hears knock at door-
:)
-Runs downstairs-
-Looks at self in mirror before opening-
:D
Hey Syn, come inside...
-Looks at-
-Smiles-
:shock:
God He looks so hot. I still can't fucking believe he wants me. I mean.. look at me -Looks into Mirror- I still dont get what he see's in me
-Smiles-

*grins maniacally*
*dives on, kissing passionately*
*kicks door shut*
He doesn't care Matty! My dad's fine with us!

{{Fuck! I just realised it is father's day. I have two dad's and got them nothing. SHIT. Haha. Dammmmmit}}

:shock:
He doesn't care!?
He...
Oh my God really?
-Kisses back-
I'm so happy... ahh that's amazing! I...
Ahhh!!
-Dances-
That's such great news!

*laughs*
You know for a gay man, you have no rhythm.

And yeah... he doesn't care! He got rid of Brent for the night and just had a long talk with me. He basically said that he'd always suspected but had never wanted to say anything in case I was offended. He then said that he was fine with it as long as I made sure I was safe and didn't start dressing like one of the Village People. I'm so happy! *hugs*

OH! And he also says we can use my house whenever we want to.

[[Well Syn's dad hated it last time, let's give the kid a break. :)]]

Wow
-Hugs hard-
That is just so amazing, I was so scared when you texted me, I thought he had exploded on you or something.
So does he know about you or know about us?
I love your dad...
-Wraps arms around-
But still nowhere near as much as I love you...
-Kisses-

I'm so glad things to turned out okay for you. :)
And yay! We have somewhere to go when we can't go anywhere else.
-Smiles-
Eek, I'm so happy.

I didn't know how he was going to react when I sent that. He'd just said that Brent had told him something and we needed to talk. He knows about us. He knows how happy you make me. He said that anyone who can make me smile like that is good enough for me. He also told me to tell you that he will kill you if you ever hurt me... as long as he has a tank and big guns because you're bigger than him.

I can't believe this is really happening... I could sing! But we've all heard me try...

-Hugs-
That is just so....
-Smiles-
Just so amazing.
I am so happy and...
:)
I will never hurt you, don't you worry.
-Touches cheek-
You can sing if you want, I'm not gonna stop you. Haha.
It's good your dad was okay with it.
-Sigh-
Just my parents now...

You don't have to tell them yet. I'm happy to wait. And who knows, maybe they won't mind? I mean, surely they can't hate you if it makes you happy... right? I mean, yeah they hate me but... they can't hate me if I make you happy.

I'm not gonna tell them just yet.
And fuck I hope so. I hope they will be okay with it, I really do.
I mean, they should have nothing to be angry about but... I dont know.
So anyway, had a nice night?
-Smiles-

Yeah, I did. I'm completely slaughtered, heh. My dad and I just stayed up drinking and talking. We watched Pantera: Behind The Music. He was saying how I could be the next Dimebag and how he was proud of me and all that big family lovey-dovey shite. Y'know? It was good. It was nice. :)

{{You may be happy/sad to know that Dom is fangirling real bad over Syn on Neo. She is posing as him, not in an RP way, just in a I AM HIM way. I went on as Matt and was like, Hey Syn, didnt know you go on neo. Later you should go on as Syn and be like, I am the real Synyster Gates, you pretending to be me, Bitch? LOL. She says Syn is cool cos he is lefthanded... I thought that was Zacky! Well, whatever, left handed people are cool -Pokes me- :D}}

-Hugs-
I am glad you had a good night.
And I am glad everything is okay with you and your dad, i really am.
:)
Tired? Haha
I was, i talked to Frank last night.
He told me everything, it was really sweet actually.
I fell asleep while talking to him. Haha.

[[LoL, if I had any accounts left, I'd go on and squee. And Zacky is the lefty. Syn's a righty like meself.]]

{{Mooohahahaa Being him being a lefty if the only thing she is going on aboot. I gotta tell her. Haha.}}

Mmm, I'm really tired. And my head hurts. Do you have any aspirin or something? Fucking hangovers... *rests head on shoulder*

And... um... what exactly did Frank tell you?

Why am I so nervous? Matty loves me. He wouldn't leave me for Frank...

Yeah sure, follow me...
-Goes into kitchen, finds pills-
There you go...
-Gets glass of water-

He told me some really serious shit.
He... likes me. Like, a lot.
He told me how i make him feel and how seeing us two together makes him feel.
It's really cute actually.
But I made it clear to him that I loved you and wasn't gonna leave you.
I dont know if he accepted it or not.
He is really, really jealous of you, you know that?

I still find it hard to believe that he likes me though.
I find it hard to believe you even like me to be honest.
-Smiles embarassedly-
-Shrugs-

Thanks.

I kinda guessed that he liked you. I feel guilty in a way. I know what it's like to watch from afar. And what it's like to admit to your friend that you like them. *smiles*

How can you not see what we see in you? You're amazing, Matt. You've got beautiful eyes. *kisses eyelids* You've got the cutest fucking dimples when you smile. *runs fingers over face* You've got an incredible body. *looks up and down* You're sweet, you're kind, you're funny, you're... you're perfect.

[[Sorry that took a while, I was sent to get the washing in out of the rain. And boy is it coming down!!! I'm fucking soaked and I was only out there for about 2 minutes... in a hoodie.]]

You did? I sure didnt. It came to me as a surprise.
But it is okay.
You arent worried are you? I mean, i would never cheat on you Syn. I promise.
-Giggles-
You're perfect Syn. I still can't get over the fact that someone like you is my boyfriend. I mean, I am just... a guy with eyes and dimples. Haha.
I guess it is weird then for me, I mean, I haven't had people liking me in a long time, so i guess i just think it's cos no one wants me cos I am so unwantable.
-Smiles and looks down-

*smiles*
Well, I did forget to mention that monster down there. *eyes flick to jeans* That's another reason, heehee.
But Matty, you're fucking hot as hell. You are not unwantable. You were just blind to the looks you were getting. Frank's always been eying you up, so have I... even when I tried not to. Loads of chicks want you too. I'm the lucky one to have managed to win you over.

[[*swears at clouds* STOP FUCKING RAINING YOU BASTARDS!]]

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