RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

{{Great, so now she will hate me. Oh god. Glad you finally told her the truth aboot how you feel though}}

I cant believe what is going on right now.
-Smiles at Ian and takes card and flowers-
Thanks Ian.

*smiles back at matt*
your welcome
*looks at frankie*
you must think im crazy
for asking gerard to marry me

I have no idea what i even want anymore.
Frank, Syn, Zacky..

What do you guys even want? Who do you want? What do you want? My baby...

I have lost all will to live pretty much.
I mean, i have no boyfriend, no one to make me feel happy, no one.
And i have lost my baby. The person that was growing inside of me.
What do i even have left?

Syn wrote:

T-t-the baby wasn't mine? :cry:
I... Jepha killed an innocent kid because of me?
Oh God... I think I'm going to be sick...
*sits down*

Syn.
Are you ok?

((Zacky has had his hair cut BTW.))

Syn wrote:

T-t-the baby wasn't mine? :cry:
I... Jepha killed an innocent kid because of me?
Oh God... I think I'm going to be sick...
*sits down*

I just knew it...
I knew it..
Oh god..
my baby...
Syn dont feel guilty...
I should have been there...
I would have slit the motherfuckers throat and watched him bleed to death happily.
But I knew it couldnt have been yours..

I cant handle myself like this.
Not again.
Hating myself, hating life, hating everything.
Still doesnt stop me though.

Will someone please find Jepha so we can torture him?please?

Matt wrote:

I have no idea what i even want anymore.
Frank, Syn, Zacky..

What do you guys even want? Who do you want? What do you want? My baby...

I have lost all will to live pretty much.
I mean, i have no boyfriend, no one to make me feel happy, no one.
And i have lost my baby. The person that was growing inside of me.
What do i even have left?

......
If you'd let me love you...
But no.
Impossible.
Matt your doing this to yourself
I really really really hate to say this at a time like this but, you are.
You cant make your mind up...

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

T-t-the baby wasn't mine? :cry:
I... Jepha killed an innocent kid because of me?
Oh God... I think I'm going to be sick...
*sits down*

Syn.
Are you ok?

((Zacky has had his hair cut BTW.))

:no: No.
Jepha only killed Matt's kid because he thought it was mine, because he was disgusted at me for being with you and Matt.
And it's not mine... and I'm... this is my fault. :cry:

It isn't your fault.
Jepha is just disturbed and needs help.
-hugs-

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

T-t-the baby wasn't mine? :cry:
I... Jepha killed an innocent kid because of me?
Oh God... I think I'm going to be sick...
*sits down*

Syn.
Are you ok?

((Zacky has had his hair cut BTW.))

:no: No.
Jepha only killed Matt's kid because he thought it was mine, because he was disgusted at me for being with you and Matt.
And it's not mine... and I'm... this is my fault. :cry:

God..
Dont blame yourself even though it's a bit true
Ehem.
It's Jepha's fault
If I ever see that fucker again...
-sigh-
he killed my baby...
-sobs-

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

T-t-the baby wasn't mine? :cry:
I... Jepha killed an innocent kid because of me?
Oh God... I think I'm going to be sick...
*sits down*

Syn.
Are you ok?

((Zacky has had his hair cut BTW.))

:no: No.
Jepha only killed Matt's kid because he thought it was mine, because he was disgusted at me for being with you and Matt.
And it's not mine... and I'm... this is my fault. :cry:

It isn't your fault.
Jepha is just disturbed and needs help.
-hugs-

*hugs tightly*
*cries into shoulder*

-coos-
It's ok. Let it out baby.
-kisses hair-

This is all my fault guys, not yours.
I am the one who couldnt fucking leave Syn alone.
If i could, none of this would have happened.

-Looks over at Matt crying-
This is all too much...
I need.. I need to take a walk
Listen Matt, I love you
But from what your saying it'll never be...
Fuck.. I wish that baby would have made it..
A baby with you...
God that would make my life
But not yours
So..
goodbye...

{woah i dont know what to say i feel left out on this whole subject}

Frankie no..

-Looks at Syn and Zacky together-

-Shakes head-

-Hides under covers-

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

T-t-the baby wasn't mine? :cry:
I... Jepha killed an innocent kid because of me?
Oh God... I think I'm going to be sick...
*sits down*

Syn.
Are you ok?

((Zacky has had his hair cut BTW.))

:no: No.
Jepha only killed Matt's kid because he thought it was mine, because he was disgusted at me for being with you and Matt.
And it's not mine... and I'm... this is my fault. :cry:

It isn't your fault.
Jepha is just disturbed and needs help.
-hugs-

*hugs tightly*
*cries into shoulder*

-coos-
It's ok. Let it out baby.
-kisses hair-

I'm so sorry... :cry:

:suspect:
Why are you sorry...?

Matt wrote:

Frankie no..

-Looks at Syn and Zacky together-

-Shakes head-

-Hides under covers-

-pulls Syn over to Matt's bed-
Come on.
Group hug yeah.
-climbs under covers with Matt-
-pulls Syn onto bed-

You too Mickky!
-waves Mick over-

I am on a hospital bed, you know Zacky.

And i cant be with you right now. Sorry, just looking at you is a constant reminder that you have a baby and i dont. it isnt helping, i'm sorry.

-Hides head under pillow-

Matt wrote:

-Hides head under pillow-

-pinches Matt-
Come on, give me a hug.
-pouts-

No
-Pulls away fromZacky-