RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

I thought about you to
*grabs gerards hand*
But theres no excuse for
what i did i wouldnt blame
you if you broke up with me

Honestly, I don't know what to do.
I love you.
Just..it's just that i wouldn't ever cheat on you if you were gone
-Turns away-
But, Ian, I won't leave you.
Let's not be selfish.
-Looks around at surroundings-
Yuck.
Hospital

thank god
i love you...
i swear i'll never cheat again
*kisses*

-kisses but not with meaning-

I have to talk to you...

It's about Frank.

baby what was that
you didnt kiss me like you usually do
what about frankie?

Ian wrote:

baby what was that
you didnt kiss me like you usually do
what about frankie?

-takes hand and sits down with in waiting room-

I'm sorry..
I'm still a little shaky, ya know?
The whole Jepha ordeal

Frank. He's been through alot. All the times he called bawling because of Matt. We connected. I sorta feel sorry for him...
((im bringing him up because bree is like..a little shaky about the RP))

what do you mean you guys connected
*stares at gerard confused*

Nothing like that
(too far away. i know what you're thinking :suspect: lol)

Connected..like..Even more good of friends. it was on the downhill there for a while.

-leans in closer to Ian-
Nevermind. Leave it all be. It's not important right now..
-kisses hard on the lips-
Better?

*kisses back holding hard*
I love u

I love you too.

-runs fingers through hair-

I missed ya like crazy..

I missed you to
i want to ask you something
please think it over
before responding

Uh. Alright.
What is it?

well..
we havent been dateing for long
but i feel so close to you
*gets down on knees*
gerard will you marry me
I love you with all
my heart i want us to adopt babies
i want us to grow old together
i love you....
*takes out diamond ring*

-struts out of room to see Ian down on one knee-
Ok man, Ian, thats really a quick decision..
Marriage is a big step..
I thought it would be great..
And fuck it would but..
Well looks what happens
The man of your dreams asks you to marry him
All this bullshitted drama comes up
And then your standing outside his door to find out he's lost another man's child.
Just.. maybe you should go and think this out a bit more Ian...
I'll stay and talk with Gerard, who looks like a fucking deer in headlights.
-Helps Ian up-
Just.. go and think about it
But if you go for a walk
STAY OFF THE ROADS.
Heh.
Clear your mind out man
-smiles and walks Ian to the door-
So Gee, how're you?

Frankiebaby wrote:

-struts out of room to see Ian down on one knee-
Ok man, Ian, thats really a quick decision..
Marriage is a big step..
I thought it would be great..
And fuck it would but..
Well looks what happens
The man of your dreams asks you to marry him
All this bullshitted drama comes up
And then your standing outside his door to find out he's lost another man's child.
Just.. maybe you should go and think this out a bit more Ian...
I'll stay and talk with Gerard, who looks like a fucking deer in headlights.
-Helps Ian up-
Just.. go and think about it
But if you go for a walk
STAY OFF THE ROADS.
Heh.
Clear your mind out man
-smiles and walks Ian to the door-
So Gee, how're you?

I..I dont know...
-turns to Frank- I don't know what to say. I love him but..A WEEK?! he didn't even...last...long
I want to say yes...
I..I can't though..
it'll hurt him if i say 'no lets wait'
What do i do?!

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

-struts out of room to see Ian down on one knee-
Ok man, Ian, thats really a quick decision..
Marriage is a big step..
I thought it would be great..
And fuck it would but..
Well looks what happens
The man of your dreams asks you to marry him
All this bullshitted drama comes up
And then your standing outside his door to find out he's lost another man's child.
Just.. maybe you should go and think this out a bit more Ian...
I'll stay and talk with Gerard, who looks like a fucking deer in headlights.
-Helps Ian up-
Just.. go and think about it
But if you go for a walk
STAY OFF THE ROADS.
Heh.
Clear your mind out man
-smiles and walks Ian to the door-
So Gee, how're you?

I..I dont know...
-turns to Frank- I don't know what to say. I love him but..A WEEK?! he didn't even...last...long
I want to say yes...
I..I can't though..
it'll hurt him if i say 'no lets wait'
What do i do?!

If he loves you then he'll understand that you need a bit more time to think this through.
It's a big step.
-sigh-
The decision is up to you.
My opinion?
Wait.
I'm a prime example of what can happen if you rush into it.
And look at me.
Crippled. A mess. Depressed.
You don't deserve to end up like this.

-grabs franks hand-
I know
I really do want to hold it off.
I just don't feel right saying it.
For a moment there, i thought we were going to break up.
I'm still a little out of it, i guess....
I need to..think about it-if spending the rest of my life with him is a good choice.
-Sits up and walks towards the door-
Stay safe, Frank.
I'll be sure to
-blows kiss and leaves-

Gerard wrote:

-grabs franks hand-
I know
I really do want to hold it off.
I just don't feel right saying it.
For a moment there, i thought we were going to break up.
I'm still a little out of it, i guess....
I need to..think about it-if spending the rest of my life with him is a good choice.
-Sits up and walks towards the door-
Stay safe, Frank.
I'll be sure to
-blows kiss and leaves-

-smiles-
It'll all be fine Gee.
Don't you worry.
-Goes back into Matt's room and kisses his forehead-
Sleep well Matty. I'm so sorry about what happend..
It may take a while, but we will get over this...
-sighs-
-Curls up in chair next to him and falling asleep holding his hand-

-wakes up in hospital bed-

-blinks-

where am i? what happened?

WHERE THE FUCK IS SYN???

Frank? What are you doing here?

-sneaks into house-
No one here?

-Is having bad dream-

-Talks in sleep-

Jepha no! No dont kill my baby please! Jepha!!... Syn help me... Syn... Syn why are you leaving me? Zacky wants you to pick him up? What? He is about to kill me and you are gonna leave me here? Syn!
-Cries out-
Syn dont go! I...
Ahh...
Jepha please dont do this.. please! I...
JEPHA!
-Screams, goes silent, wakes up with a start-

What the fuck?

-checks house phone-
6 messages.
-pushes listen button-
1st message

"Hi Zacky It's David.
Just wanted so say that I had a great time this weekend.
See you at the next mother and baby session.
-laughs-"

2nd Message

"Hey Zacky Man. It's Micky. Just checking to make sure that you got home alright. Love you man."

3rd Message

"I'm gonna kill you babies. All of them. hahaha!

4th message

"By the way, the last one was from me Jepha. Yeah.

5th message

"Zacky. Please tell me your home. Please, don't be in the house alone. Just, come straight to the hospital, Matt's lost the baby and...I need you here. I love you."

6th Message

"Zacky Baby, where are you? You are really scaring me by not being home. it's not like you. Please, just come to the hospital. -cries- I need you. Matt needs you."

Fuck.

-Looks around room-
That is just great.
Shows how much they fucking care for me. I am awake and no one is here.
Fuck, what even happened last night?
And...
FUCK IS THE BABY OKAY?
Syn! Where are you!?

-gets to the hospital-
-runs to Matt's room-
MATT!!!!!!!

ZACKY!!!!

-Bursts into tears-