RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

Really?
Aww Mattie.
I only went with Jaocby cos I needed someone to go with.
I ended up with Mr Griffin in the art cupboard anyway.
I had no idea.

Awwww
well, I am glad you had a good time on your prom night.
I guess I did too.
Hmmm....
*Tries to think of something to ask*
Fuck, you are better at the questions than me, Zacky.
And, umm, can i have a cookie?

Matt wrote:

Awwww
well, I am glad you had a good time on your prom night.
I guess I did too.
Hmmm....
*Tries to think of something to ask*
Fuck, you are better at the questions than me, Zacky.
And, umm, can i have a cookie?

-laughs-
You can.
After you think of a question. Muhaha!

By the way Zack, I am fucking tired so I'ma have to go to bed soon, sorry.
I'ma try and stay and talk to you for as long as possible
:o

{Mom is turninf off rhe internet earlier}

Matt wrote:

By the way Zack, I am fucking tired so I'ma have to go to bed soon, sorry.
I'ma try and stay and talk to you for as long as possible
:o

{Mom is turninf off rhe internet earlier}

Ok. I'll go to bed too then.

((OOKK!!))

FINE!
-Tries to think-
God I cant think!!!!
I wanna ask you about you, and i want you to tell me the truth...
I have a perfect opportunately for Matt to find out whatever he wants about Zacky...
Umm okay.
You know you said you used to like me? When was this? I just wanna know, is all.

I liked you when we were best friends, like for years. You were the first boy I ever liked. I loved you for like a year, and when you asked me to be your first, i was just so... yeah. Happy. Amazingly happy. That was one of the best nights of my life.
And then once we did it, you went off and did it with other people. I was just.. yeah. We werent as close and hardly talked.
And then Syn came between us, both of us fighting for him.
I think i liked you again like a few years ago...
andithinkilikeyouagain

Umm... yeah i think that is my story.
Sorry, just thought I would say.

I liked you when I asked you to be my first.
I have always had this spark for you Matt. I mean you are my best friend. But I always found you insanely attractive. You've got this buff musclar body but when you smile you look so cute with your dimples all showing and yeah.
So, I don't know, I really have always had a soft spot for you so...I don't think I can give you a straight answer to that.

Oh a question.
Erm...we'll be a bit more light hearted now?
How was your first sex dream about?
I mean you are Matt, you must remember all fo them.
-laughs-

((You know that Feel the romance video with frank and gee and the simple plan orgasm. I put my email on there for someone to send me the song and someone replied! she is sending me the song now! woot!! I will send it to you tomorrow.))

Okay Zacky,
-Hugs-
We never went out properly, did we? Just fooled around sometimes.
I used to daydream about it, you know.
Daydream about you kissing me, and...

Yeah.

Sorry.

I am just thinking about how I used to be, is all.

myfirstsexdreamwaswheniwasakidanditwasaboutyou

Ahem!

Matt wrote:

myfirstsexdreamwaswheniwasakidanditwasaboutyou

Ahem!

Really?
Describe it to me.
And don't be embarrassed.
-pats knee-
-eats cookie-

Matt wrote:

Okay Zacky,
-Hugs-
We never went out properly, did we? Just fooled around sometimes.
I used to daydream about it, you know.
Daydream about you kissing me, and...

Yeah.

Sorry.

I am just thinking about how I used to be, is all.

I always thought that I was too wimpy for you.
Well, thats what you said a couple of times.
Well, not to my face but some of your friends told me thats what you said about me.
Alex and brandan and all that.

Umm....
Well this was back when we were friends.
I was round yours for a sleepover, you know, like the ones we used to have.
And then we were kinda laid next to eachother and...
*gets embarrassed already*
We talked most of the night, about random things, the same as what we used to.
And then... and then you got closer and kissed me.
And i remember being really, really happy. And then, you asked me to do you. Well, you actually asked me to make love to you.
I was... I cant describe how i felt in the dream.
And then we did. And it was amazing and beautiful and i loved it, and you did too, if i remember right.
And then we finished.
And curled up together.
And you told me you loved me, and always had.
And then we kissed.
And then my god damn alarm clock woke me up for school!
Whoa that was a hard day at school looking at you in lessons.
-Smiles-
-Sniffs-
Whoa, look at me getting all emo over a dream. Haha sorry.

No!
I would never say that!
In high school i thought we were like... a perfect match!

Well I really wanted to be with you in high school.
I was just too scared to ever ask you to be with me.
I was afraid that i wasn't good enough for you.

Well, obviously that dream proves that theory wrong.
You wanna ask me a question now?

Umm.....
I dont know, i really cant think of anything!
And of course you were good enough, you were too fucking good for me!
And I am really tired, so i will have to go to sleep soon.
Can you stay with me? Just... yeah.
You can go back to your room if you really want.
I just wanna... i dont know, cuddle up to you tonight.
Just... please the 17 year old Matt inside of me or something.

{{And DUDE the video to Marilyn Manson's new song is practically porn this time of night... whoa!}}

Yeah
I'll stay with you tonight.
I have to leave early though for the mother and baby classes.
So, I probably won't be there when you wake up.

-Is really confused-

-Sits in room muttering to self, and has heard the whole thing-

He really cant make up his fucking mind can he?
Oh well..
Guess it was never meant to be....
I wonder if... nah nevermind.
-pops some painkillers in mouth and curls up to sleep-

[[I was gonna make him die of an o.d. but... I changed my mind. I had it all typed and everything =/]]

-Wakes up in morning see's Zcky gone-

That was... that was a good night. It needed to be had.
-Goes and checks on Frank-
-Sighs when see's-

Why cant i love just one person? Why does it need to be so complicated? Oh god...
-walks away-